borfday doggo!
Posted 5 years agoit my bday! o.o
deleting all vids on my youtube channel
Posted 6 years agoconsidering the bs going on, im deleting everything on it and posting my older stuff here, im aware of how much it sucks :P im not bothered by it anyway X3
LEVEL UP!
Posted 7 years agoits my birthday today! woo!
birthday husky! :D
Posted 8 years agotoday is my birthday! :D woo! :3
my 10+ yr old baked potatosaur is DEAD
Posted 9 years agothe hd has died, and lost all the data on my hd, im on my laptop right now... only thing i managed 2 salvage is the optical drive, cpu and RAM
move successful!
Posted 9 years agointernet is stable and im fully on my own! :D
wrighting resumed and other news
Posted 9 years agoalright, its been some time sence ya last heard from me, so i may aswell post an update
im resuming my story, but doing it in phases this time instead of just going right at it (bad idea), i will do this in 7 phases and it will get updated as i go, i may need help at times
the story is planned in multiple acts, as of now, 4 have been planned out
in other news: im getting my own appartment sometime this summer! yay! :D
im resuming my story, but doing it in phases this time instead of just going right at it (bad idea), i will do this in 7 phases and it will get updated as i go, i may need help at times
the story is planned in multiple acts, as of now, 4 have been planned out
in other news: im getting my own appartment sometime this summer! yay! :D
its mah bday :D
Posted 10 years agoawoooooo~ :D
my army girl is coming home <3
Posted 10 years agomy ex gf from highschool went 2 the army fer medical training, this wuz earlier this year, heard from her last month dat she screwed up her back recently, she is getting a chapter 11 release (not good? idk), but not the medical relase she deserves, i missed her alot this year, im just glad shes coming home! :D
depression spell # 83 (and additional update)
Posted 10 years agonil Nocetne? potest quis prohibere ultra dolorem?
also im nolonger radioactive
also im nolonger radioactive
cuz im... RADIOACTIVE! RADIOACTIVE!
Posted 10 years agoyep! im radioactive right now
its named after the doctor
Posted 10 years agoi have graves disease, my thyroid gland is abnormaly large and needs treatment, but otherwize im fine so do not worry about me!
depression spells...
Posted 10 years agoquid populus relinquere, reliqui omnes? quod non erit, aut scire possit aliquis occidere?
thn again, i have been awake sence 2 pm yesterday >.>
thn again, i have been awake sence 2 pm yesterday >.>
story canceled on the 3rd
Posted 10 years agoi can understand if u guys r dissapointed and wntd 2 c my story, however i am afraid i must bring this news publicly, i silently canceled my story last week from lack of insperation, reliable info and assistance
i blame only myself fer this as i had no fuckin idea on wat the hell i wuz doin, i will however, note wat i had b4 the cancelation, message me if yer intrested
i blame only myself fer this as i had no fuckin idea on wat the hell i wuz doin, i will however, note wat i had b4 the cancelation, message me if yer intrested
fergot 2 tell u guys this...
Posted 10 years agoi break out in hives if i get a little 2 warm, not sure wat tempature it starts at but i have 2 stay cool (irl atleast)
the insomnia returns...
Posted 11 years agojust as the title says, im havin major trouble fallin asleep anymore as constant thoughts race thru my mind... i tried rainy mood, did not help... any advice?
random meme i found
Posted 11 years ago~VAMPIRE~
[x] You'd rather be pale than tan.
[x] You like to eat or drink red things.
[ ] You’re lustful/sexual.
[ ] When you’re kissing someone, you tend to bite them.
[x] You’re dark and mysterious. (just the 1st 2)
[x] You’ve tasted your own blood before and liked it.
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak.
[x] You’re graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You’re more active at night.
Total: 7
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[ ] You’re incredibly lustful/sexual.
[x] Sex is almost always on your mind.
[ ] You could make someone fall completely in love with you by merely kissing them.
[ ] You’re not a virgin.
[ ] You burn through lovers quickly.
[ ] If your best friend had a lover that appealed to you, you’d gladly do anything you could to take them from your friend and not feel guilty about doing so.
[ ] You can make love with someone and drop them in the same breath.
[ ] If you don’t “feed” your lust, you go insane.
[x] You have strong/long nails.
[ ] You could get nearly anyone you want.
Total: 2
~LYCAN/WEREWOLF~
[x] You have a bad temper. (piss me off... its over)
[x] You’re incredibly physically strong and fast.
[x] You love the moon.
[x] You’re very loyal.
[x] If you love someone, you’ll do whatever you possibly can to protect them.
[x] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way.
[x] You like dogs.
[x] You’re fairly sturdy in stature.
[x] You’re either a good leader or a solitary person.
[x] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time.
Total: 10
~NEKO(half-cat)/WERECAT~
[x] You love cats
[x] You’re lithe and agile.
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You like gymnastics.
[FUCK NO!] You love to eat seafood.
[x] You’re affectionate and cozy.
[ ] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them.
[ ] You like yarn.
[ ] You like chasing things.
[x] You’re an excellent hunter.
Total: 4
~ZOMBIE~
[ ] You’re an outcast.
[ ] You feel as if you’re not truly alive.
[ ] You’ll moan when you’re hurt rather than scream and cry.
[x] You tend to zone out.
[ ] You don’t feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[x] You like taking things slowly.
[ ] You like odd foods.
[ ] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[x] You don’t get much sleep.
Total: 3
~SPIRIT/GHOST~
[ ] You’re invisible.
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence.
[ ] You can send chills down a person’s spine just by looking at them.
[x] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[x] You’re incredibly gentle.
[ ] You’re very shy around someone you find attractive.
[x] You tend to simply disappear when no one’s looking.
[ ] You enjoy scaring people.
[x] You like the indoors.
[x] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens.
Total: 5
~GHOUL~
[ ] You will eat just about anything.
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically.
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ]If you were with someone, you wouldn‘t care if you hurt them as long as you‘re getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces.
[x] You get hungry easily.
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[ ] You like the idea of being insane.
Total: 1
~WITCH~
[ ] You’re into Wicca/paganism.
[x] You like magical objects.
[x] You believe in magic.
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[ ] You love black cats.
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[ ] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive.
Total: 2
~SHAPE-SHIFTER~
[x] You have different personalities. (varies from day 2 day)
[x] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second.
[ ] You have more than one lover.
[x] You’re unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in.
[x] You are fond of many different things.
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[x] You often say one thing and mean another. (im autistic so...)
[x] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off.
Total: 6
removed demon
~ANGEL~
[x] You’re a very good person.
[ ] You take care with everything you do.
[x] You can be extremely serious.
[ ] You’re gentle and kind to even your worst enemies.
[ ] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone.
[ ] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love.
[ ] You’re a virgin/have never kissed anyone apart from family/have never had a lover.
[ ] People see you as being very pure.
[ ] You are obedient and follow rules without question.
[undefined] You love God.
Total: 2
~FAERIE/ELF~
[ ] You enchant people.
[ ] You like organic things.
[ ] You’re almost always smiling.
[x] You love the world around you
[x] You get attached to animals easily.
[ ] You’re a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming.
[ ] You fall in love easily.
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don’t HATE anyone.
[ ] You like long hair.
Total: 2
[x] You'd rather be pale than tan.
[x] You like to eat or drink red things.
[ ] You’re lustful/sexual.
[ ] When you’re kissing someone, you tend to bite them.
[x] You’re dark and mysterious. (just the 1st 2)
[x] You’ve tasted your own blood before and liked it.
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak.
[x] You’re graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You’re more active at night.
Total: 7
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[ ] You’re incredibly lustful/sexual.
[x] Sex is almost always on your mind.
[ ] You could make someone fall completely in love with you by merely kissing them.
[ ] You’re not a virgin.
[ ] You burn through lovers quickly.
[ ] If your best friend had a lover that appealed to you, you’d gladly do anything you could to take them from your friend and not feel guilty about doing so.
[ ] You can make love with someone and drop them in the same breath.
[ ] If you don’t “feed” your lust, you go insane.
[x] You have strong/long nails.
[ ] You could get nearly anyone you want.
Total: 2
~LYCAN/WEREWOLF~
[x] You have a bad temper. (piss me off... its over)
[x] You’re incredibly physically strong and fast.
[x] You love the moon.
[x] You’re very loyal.
[x] If you love someone, you’ll do whatever you possibly can to protect them.
[x] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way.
[x] You like dogs.
[x] You’re fairly sturdy in stature.
[x] You’re either a good leader or a solitary person.
[x] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time.
Total: 10
~NEKO(half-cat)/WERECAT~
[x] You love cats
[x] You’re lithe and agile.
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You like gymnastics.
[FUCK NO!] You love to eat seafood.
[x] You’re affectionate and cozy.
[ ] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them.
[ ] You like yarn.
[ ] You like chasing things.
[x] You’re an excellent hunter.
Total: 4
~ZOMBIE~
[ ] You’re an outcast.
[ ] You feel as if you’re not truly alive.
[ ] You’ll moan when you’re hurt rather than scream and cry.
[x] You tend to zone out.
[ ] You don’t feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[x] You like taking things slowly.
[ ] You like odd foods.
[ ] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[x] You don’t get much sleep.
Total: 3
~SPIRIT/GHOST~
[ ] You’re invisible.
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence.
[ ] You can send chills down a person’s spine just by looking at them.
[x] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[x] You’re incredibly gentle.
[ ] You’re very shy around someone you find attractive.
[x] You tend to simply disappear when no one’s looking.
[ ] You enjoy scaring people.
[x] You like the indoors.
[x] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens.
Total: 5
~GHOUL~
[ ] You will eat just about anything.
[ ] You like to attack people verbally or physically.
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ]If you were with someone, you wouldn‘t care if you hurt them as long as you‘re getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces.
[x] You get hungry easily.
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[ ] You like the idea of being insane.
Total: 1
~WITCH~
[ ] You’re into Wicca/paganism.
[x] You like magical objects.
[x] You believe in magic.
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[ ] You love black cats.
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[ ] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive.
Total: 2
~SHAPE-SHIFTER~
[x] You have different personalities. (varies from day 2 day)
[x] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second.
[ ] You have more than one lover.
[x] You’re unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in.
[x] You are fond of many different things.
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[x] You often say one thing and mean another. (im autistic so...)
[x] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off.
Total: 6
removed demon
~ANGEL~
[x] You’re a very good person.
[ ] You take care with everything you do.
[x] You can be extremely serious.
[ ] You’re gentle and kind to even your worst enemies.
[ ] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone.
[ ] You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love.
[ ] You’re a virgin/have never kissed anyone apart from family/have never had a lover.
[ ] People see you as being very pure.
[ ] You are obedient and follow rules without question.
[undefined] You love God.
Total: 2
~FAERIE/ELF~
[ ] You enchant people.
[ ] You like organic things.
[ ] You’re almost always smiling.
[x] You love the world around you
[x] You get attached to animals easily.
[ ] You’re a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming.
[ ] You fall in love easily.
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don’t HATE anyone.
[ ] You like long hair.
Total: 2
new appmnt!
Posted 11 years agohai guies! just got internet 2day, but i moved 2 a new aprmnt sunday, just thought id let ya kno were i wuz fer the past few days
AGP test
Posted 11 years agothe advanced global personality test
meme stolen from
who did it YEARS AGO
Extraversion |||| 16%
Stability |||||||||||||| 55%
Orderliness |||||||||| 38%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 41%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 41%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 66%
Materialism |||||||||| 33%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 41%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 58%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 41%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate || 8%
Romantic |||||||||||| 44%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 41%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 75%
Wealth 0%
Dependency |||||| 27%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 88%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 66%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 41%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 58%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||| 33%
Artistic |||||| 25%
Hedonism |||||| 22%
Physical fitness 0%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 66%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 55%
Indie |||||||||| 33%
Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck o.o
take the test! http://similarminds.com/r-drive_adv.html
meme stolen from
who did it YEARS AGOExtraversion |||| 16%
Stability |||||||||||||| 55%
Orderliness |||||||||| 38%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 41%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 41%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 66%
Materialism |||||||||| 33%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 41%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 58%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 41%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate || 8%
Romantic |||||||||||| 44%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 41%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 75%
Wealth 0%
Dependency |||||| 27%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 88%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 66%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 41%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 58%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||| 33%
Artistic |||||| 25%
Hedonism |||||| 22%
Physical fitness 0%
Religious |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 66%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 55%
Indie |||||||||| 33%
Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, reclusive, tough, non social, observer, fearless, solitary, libertarian, detached, does not like to lead, outsider, abides the rules, mind over heart, good at saving money, does not like to stand out, does not make friends easily, self sufficient, not aggressive, likes the unknown, unconcerned with external opinion, strong, abstract, independent, very intellectual, analytical, high self control
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck o.o
take the test! http://similarminds.com/r-drive_adv.html
the husky awnsers some questions
Posted 11 years agostolen from 
RULES:
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme! uh no
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal. ye who takes this may decide
OC CHOSEN:
zevarius 'nikolai' kerensky shoen
QUESTIONS:
1. What is your name?
zevarius nikolai kerensky shoen
2. Do you know why you were named that?
zevarius came from... a bud who abandoned me, nikolai is a tribute 2 the founder of the clans, kerensky as i earned it in a bloodname brawl, shoen, a surname given by (distant) off world relitives
3. Single or taken?
...
4. Have any abilities or powers?
lycanthropy, short range teleportation, 30 sec time pause
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
i have my own problems, also define ptsd and severe memory problems
6. What's your eye color?
husky blue
7. How about hair color?
blue
8. Have you any family members?
off world
9. Oh? How about pets?
doez my timberwolf battlemech count?
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
...
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
blacksmithing and mud baths
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
plenty of ways...
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
as a battlemech pilot and ex infantry, plenty of times
14. What kind of animal are you?
husky/wolf/werewolf
15. Name your worst habits.
not patient
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
not entirely
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
...
18. Do you go to school?
wats school?
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
clan law dictates no sex
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
???
21. What are you most afraid of?
my death
22. What do you usually wear?
varies
23. What's one food that tempts you?
chicken :D
24. Am I annoying you?
...
25. Well, it's still not over!
...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
warrior
27. How many friends do you have?
...
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
i do NOT eat pie
30. Favorite drink?
soda, wine
31. What's your favorite place?
my battlemech
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
...
33. That was a stupid question.
...
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
...
35. What's your type?
...
36. Any fetishes?
mud
37. Seme or uke?
???
38. Camping or indoors?
inside
39. Who are you gonna tag?
any1 who reads this

RULES:
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme! uh no
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal. ye who takes this may decide
OC CHOSEN:
zevarius 'nikolai' kerensky shoen
QUESTIONS:
1. What is your name?
zevarius nikolai kerensky shoen
2. Do you know why you were named that?
zevarius came from... a bud who abandoned me, nikolai is a tribute 2 the founder of the clans, kerensky as i earned it in a bloodname brawl, shoen, a surname given by (distant) off world relitives
3. Single or taken?
...
4. Have any abilities or powers?
lycanthropy, short range teleportation, 30 sec time pause
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
i have my own problems, also define ptsd and severe memory problems
6. What's your eye color?
husky blue
7. How about hair color?
blue
8. Have you any family members?
off world
9. Oh? How about pets?
doez my timberwolf battlemech count?
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
...
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
blacksmithing and mud baths
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
plenty of ways...
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
as a battlemech pilot and ex infantry, plenty of times
14. What kind of animal are you?
husky/wolf/werewolf
15. Name your worst habits.
not patient
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
not entirely
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
...
18. Do you go to school?
wats school?
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
clan law dictates no sex
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
???
21. What are you most afraid of?
my death
22. What do you usually wear?
varies
23. What's one food that tempts you?
chicken :D
24. Am I annoying you?
...
25. Well, it's still not over!
...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
warrior
27. How many friends do you have?
...
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
i do NOT eat pie
30. Favorite drink?
soda, wine
31. What's your favorite place?
my battlemech
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
...
33. That was a stupid question.
...
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
...
35. What's your type?
...
36. Any fetishes?
mud
37. Seme or uke?
???
38. Camping or indoors?
inside
39. Who are you gonna tag?
any1 who reads this
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Posted 11 years agoyaaaaaaaay :D wat shal i draw u guys?
NO PONIES!
NO PONIES!
GAH >.<
Posted 11 years agomy win 7 pc is acting up! im on my win 8 laptop now :< but I got a better headset now :D
alright im back on my win 7 pc, dat wuz quite a scare...
alright im back on my win 7 pc, dat wuz quite a scare...
just my luck...
Posted 11 years agomy new headset (i just got em fer xmas) just broke >.< the ear popped off (luckly the wire is intact)
i wuz about 2 put it back on and the arm of the speaker broke off... not happy
i wuz about 2 put it back on and the arm of the speaker broke off... not happy
my bday is tmmo
Posted 12 years agoyay :D
goodbye internet explorer...
Posted 12 years agoAND HELLO FIREFOX!
ie started 2 get constant problems and soon kinda stopped cooperating wit me, so i switched to firefox
ie started 2 get constant problems and soon kinda stopped cooperating wit me, so i switched to firefox
FA+
