.... who is all interested?  whitephoxx will be doing your ref sheet of your character with my pocket change. Comment for a spot.

... To help me build a website of a unique nature. No skills required as I'll do all the coding. If you want to help with coding, that's fine as well. I won't discuss details unless specifically commented/noted. I really just need to bounce ideas and help with UI design/ergonomics. Thank you.

I'm in Maine at Ma's place. Going to crash. So much driving. Proud of the jetta though, 39 mpg.

... I don't like New York.

... the Pennsylvania. Almost there. Ha

... Maryland that is.

Virginia was too long, going to West Virginia now.

Ha te ha te ha te ho.

What what?

In Alabama. Howdy

I'm offering free, unfiltered, unbiased, unreserved advice. It can be anything. Relationships, breakups, career choices, job searches, etc. One warning though: I will be real. This may cause anger, sadness, fear, etc. Come at me bro.

... is how I'm feeling. Things are feeling lame in life. I may need someone to talk to about this. I wish I cared, somewhat.

... and why you should play with me: Torment Levels are hard solo as a wizard. Add me: ZeWi

How's everyone doing?

Stolen from  suki-dono because I'm bored first thing this morning.


BONUS POINTS FOR CREATIVITY.

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. What's your sign?
5. Skype Name?:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:

HERE COMES THE FUN ...

1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

What Do You Think Of My...?

1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
5.Style:

W0ULD Y0U...
Give me your skype?
Marry me?
Let me booty call you?
Watch a movie with me?
take me out to dinner?
Drive me somewhere?
hug me?
Buy me cute or pretty gifts?
Take me to your secret place?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing karaoke w/ me?
Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
Re-post or ask me to answer these about you?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Call me your Prince?


Do You...
Think I'm cute?
Want to be naughty with me?
Want to cuddle with me?

Am I...
Odd but fun?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
Sexy?
Smart?
Your Type?

HAVE YOU EVER...
Thought about me naked?
Wanted there to be an "US"?
Wanted to actually meet me?
Found yourself wanting to kill dragons and complete dungeons for me?
Wanted me to realize your feelings?

I'm old. I may only be 29, but I feel like my soul is around 100. I'm out of place with this era of people. I know a lot of people will think to respond, "I understand" or "Yeah, that's about right", but it's not what I'm feeling. I don't know if it's the common sense I grew up with or the intelligence I've been cursed/blessed with, but here are the problems I see:

-People are so self entitled.
-People make up excuses for life.
-People say things such as, "I'll never love/trust/be able to/blah again."
-People think life is hard.
-People can't man up to mistakes.
-People shove blame everywhere.
-People have something to say in opposition to everything.
-People have weak wills and spirits.
-People fake having strong will/spirit but show it as aggressiveness or over-achieved lack of care and flaunted neutralism.
-People on the internet are all doctors and/or believe they are ill with a mental illness once they're told that they have it... seriously.
Mental illness with mental implications with mental reinforcement... such weakness.
-People think they're the center of your universe.
-Just because you're a fur, an animal, it does not make you.
-The internet stuff gets too serious. Really.
-Suicide. Seriously. I've been through putting enough friends in the ground for being weak. They let themselves go. They made the decision. We just live with the aftermath. Thanks a lot. [Memoram: Brandon, Big T, and Kaitlyn. God rest your young souls.]

This is a semi rant. It will ruffle feathers, turn hides, and overall show the colors of people's soul. Thank you for not having to put up with this, but choosing to read this.

Some things in life get to you, the thing to remember is everybody will die and people will be born. With you, without you. Every decision you make is on you. If you can't be strong, then be weak. You'll fall, it won't get any easier. Be strong, and you'll survive. It may not be as great as some, but your pride should be the best reward.


PS - Why do people seem to have poor management skills? Friend management, commission management, money management, life management? I would think those would be priorities in an artist community. Live your life, then come here for the extra. You're not going to be long term if this is all you depend on. It's hard, but it's not forever. Nothing is forever.

That is all.

-Jon~

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Short and sweet. ReadMe.

I tend to use my scraps more often it seems. I've been busy a lot these past couple of months with work and such. I hope to get back to programming some things to showcase here. Maybe I'll try arting something. Can't be any worse than my singing. Ha.

I actually went back to work yesterday.. and my body hates me for it. Ha. I should take more time off, but I need to go to work to get my mind and body moving again. I can't stand"bed rest", even though while I was supposed to be resting, I instead was running errands, getting my car set up for the insurance people, getting a rental [because why not, they're paying for it], and talking with state police about the first towing agency that took my vehicle without my authorization. [Friday was not fun at all dealing with this.] Oh well, someone talk to me or something while I try to get my groove back at work.

Skype: Zerowishing
Steam: ZeroWish

So Thursday, my jetta got totaled. The truck approaching me from behind, while I was stopped at a red light, decided not to stop and sandwiched me into truck ahead of me. Poor Durin [the name of the car]. He made eight round trips from Louisiana to Maine for the last 8 years. I'm sure amazes at the safety features of the jetta. I think I'm going to try a Ford Flex out next. I'm driving Graycie [F350 Diesel]. I haven't played with it in a while. I have to keep my tune in the low end because at full horsepower my neck doesn't want to be a part of my body anymore. So I'm scarce a bit to just relax. Did some yoga this morning and working on my tai chi and chi gong. I refused medication, I don't mess with that crap.

I'm paying a guy $3900 for 120 tons of rock... if I were young, this would blow my mind. Who buys rock and dirt... you can just dig that. But it's for my driveway, oh well.

... my oc to be in an nsfw, adult situation. Only a few problems with that. I don't know which awesome artist to commission. I don't want him to be solo. I'm not sure if I want it sexual yet. I have a piece in the works by the awesome  spacecadet, but due to life, it may be a while. I am very patient and I know it will be worth it. So I need an artist open now and able to complete it soon enough to quell my needs. Ha. Any thoughts?