I wanna learn to draw... Where do I start? >.>

It is for 3DS, and....

I have it. I play it. But I never see any of my friends online to play.
On top of this, other people want to get themselves added to my friend list, so... I figure it's about time I cleaned out my list because... 100 people, and I KNOW I don't really play with ALL of them, so........
I'll give it about.... A week. I shall then look through and delete anyone who is not of the following:
1) Personal friend
2) Active within that 7 day span.

Now, if you happen to be on my friend list but AREN'T on in those seven days, but still want to remain to play together, say so here. Otherwise, there is a chance that you will be removed.
So, if you don't know if I am on your list, or if you want to add me,,, Here's my info.


Name: Xer
Code: 0473 8058 2619

As things are, I have removed a select few, but nobody here, I am sure, so.... Leave a comment with your 3DS info, if you want to be added, and we'll see about making it happen.

Well, here goes.
I got myself new laptop, finally. Acer E15 Touch... I think that is the name, so... It was a pretty penny, but I think that it Is well worth it. I like it already.
Only complaint so far is that I am trying to sign into Skype, and it keeps saying something about merging accounts, and I have no idea what the HELL that means.
OF course, new laptop means that there are gonna be a LOT of things to go through here, so... Be ready for faves.

HALP.
I am getting a Bowser tattoo. It must be the size of a business card.
The issue is picking out a good Bowser face/representation. Link me?

So... I have noticed that a lot of people have gamer friends who play games with them. ALL THE GAMES. But... I do not. So when a new game comes out that I really want, I'm all excited, like "Yay, New game" ... To play alone. It is really quite depressing. I don't mind playing alone, but I think it would be great to have someone to play with. granted,  demondragon plays most games with me, but there are some I like and he's all "Fuck that".
To summarize: I need gamer friends, cause, I kid you not, one of the girls I work with and hang out with doesn't even know what Tetris is!

Also, I am gonna bleach and dye my hair. votes on color?

I'm working again (go me), so I am finally getting money in. I have promises to keep up with, and all that, but I wanted to make something clear beforehand...
My laptop sucks. It sucks jumbo balls. The last time I used it, it died because I moved my leg, and it has NO battery life. Literally, none. So I'm gonna get a new one. Which one? I don't know. I want one that is good, can play games, like Guild Wars 2, and won't cost me a fortune just to be disappointed.
So, this is where I ask the public: what laptop would you recommend? And please, don't pay a junk one that costs $800. Just one that will actually be worth what I pay when I get it.
Unfortunately, I'll not be active on FA until I have a new laptop that works, but I can still be found on Skype, Yahoo, or via text, assuming I'm not working.
Ummm... I think that's it.

1) got my tattoo touched up since it was fading, and more color was added. I'll upload a pic to scraps later.
2) I got a job... Working with Sirius XM... Again.
3) Uhh... I'm not really sure. I was just kidding things because it seemed cool, and I wanted to be cool. But...
A job means money. Money means several things. A much needed new phone, desperately needed new glasses (have had my current ones since at least 2006), a new laptop, a trip to the podiatrist, New pants (because I only have two pairs without holes), Alpha Sapphire will be paid off, my super secret agenda... All this is in no particular order, but pants, glasses, podiatrist, and phone will probably come first.
And honestly... I know I'm gonna hate my job. I tolerated it before, but it is income for new. I'm still coming to hope for Game Stop, but, given that they hired someone already and I'm getting no word... Meh. It sucks, because they know me and  demondragon there, and they KNOW that we know games, more than any employee there, as we are often helping customers while there, and informing THEM, the employees, of events and games coming out that they were clueless about.
It's frustrating, because it's like "hey! I want this job! I WANT it! You said you need a guy like me there! I'd be a HUGE asset! I have the knowledge and EVERYTHING!"
Game Stop: "Nah, we'll hire this guy who just stand and let's the other guy chat with the customers and promote."

Meh... One day, maybe. But... Work, yes. I start September 2nd, so for those with Sirius XM... You may potentially talk to me one day.. Probably not, but still... Be afraid... Or something.

Then draw me:
A) like a French woman.
B) as a sergal.
C) haVing sex in a Dark room, with the lights off.
Or D) Holding the D.
I command you, because I'm a needy bitch.

I think I judge myself based on the people that want to be around me and enjoy my company, and based on how many of said people actually interact with me.
I'm not too happy with the results after my 'evaluation'. Only a few people talk to me anymore, and when I message others, I get no response, so I start to feel bad. Like I did something to offend them and make them not want to talk to me anymore. People I used to talk to all the time, who I know are talking to other people, but seem to lack the time for me.
I know I'm probably being whiny, but I can't help but wonder what I did wrong with some people. Did I do something wrong? Did they get bored of me? I dunno, but it sucks.

I'm gonna eat your face, because I don't think I'm liking this very much at all right now.

Seriously, I don't know what I'm sayng anymore.

I think I have offended someone, but I don't know. I send messages, but they don't reply, even when they are posting elsewhere, like on tumblr.
I'm not sure what I did, but I wanna find out.

I had a dream the other night that put this all together, really.
Tunder was in bed with Zhao (sleeping), and he was having a nightmare about his military days, sort as they were. In his dream, Zhao's father, a chemist, died in an explosion, and his final words to Tunder were to keep his sons safe. Tunder then woke up and simply held Zhao, because he remembered said promise. So...

Almost all of my characters know each other somehow, our are indirectly linked.
Tagg, Tamm, and Zhao are actually triplets. The otter "twins" simply don't think of Zhao as their triplet, but as their older brother since he has more prominent husky and Dragon features, while they are dominantly otter.

Toben is a friend of Trenton's, and an acquaintance of Zhao's, and Trenton was actually in the military with Tunder for a short time, though they did not interact much.

Leon was Zhao's English professor, though he had eyes for Zhao's best friend, Ray, a big polar bear.

Ray, however, has always had a crush on Zhao, but is much too shy to say anything, especially with Tunder around, and so, seeing how Zhao and Tunder seemed to be "together", he satisfied with just having Zhao as a friend and actually found himself someone who he rather enjoys bring around and spending time with. ( demondragon's character, Bruno).
Fun fact: those who are not familiar with Trenton still know him. He's a handyman, so he had met almost all of them in person.

I am surprised I didn't just wake everybody in the house.
I had my hat off for a while, while I was playing Monster Hunter, then, after a hunt, put it back on and proceeded to the bathroom.
One inside, my head itches, like there was something moving, so I take off my hat tip scratch, and out pops a beetle, to falls from my hat, to my hand, and I freaked out a little. Flailing hands, kicking legs, shaking had. I didn't properly identify what it was at the time, so when an unidentified bug landed on my hand, my brain just went "Oooooh FUCK!!!"
Stuff feel of the dryer, I hit the toilet, hit the site and wall... But nobody woke to hear my freakout. Go me.

The 3DS version cannot play online without the online tool on the Wii U, and an Ethernet cable.
But if you have the game for the Wii U, then you CAN play online with "network mode". So...!
If you have the game, let's add each other and hint together. And FYI, I don't care if you "aren't very good".
I play with some mentally handicapped ten year-old boy, so... Yeah. Let's do this!

I have a good friend who did a thing.
I have warm fuzzies, cause it was a super sweet thing, and I REALLY wanna show what it is, but I can't. Not until tomorrow.
Until then, I get to talk about my fuzzies. It's that feeling that you get when you kinda wanna expect something, but know better, and then someone comes out and does this SUPER awesome thing for you that just... Makes your day!
I haven't felt this fuzzy since... Since I brought Mario Kart 8 home! And I was pretty damn fuzzy then, cause I was opening it before I even got to the house!

At midnight tonight, assuming I remember, I will show the thing that was done to make me feel all this fuzziness, and I swear... Unless something REALLY bad happens, my day will still be a damn good one!

OH! I also have a tye-dye cake that I bought myself to try tomorrow!
It's supposed to look like this http://flavorhd.com/wp-content/uplo.....4151765290.jpg when it is done. Minus the fondant. Just the interior. Now, I know that it will not look like it does on the box, and I don't expect that, but it is gonna be one hell of a colorful birthday cake! Chocolate-frosted, too!

So yep... Today, there are warm fuzzies, and for the first time in a while, I find myself looking forward to my birthday a bit more!

Warm fuzzies... Fagalicious tye-dye/rainbow cake... What could POSSIBLY go wrong (and don't you DARE say I burn my cake. o.o)?

-addon-

OMIGAH! My friend did a-NOTHER thing, and there are more fuzzies!

Just felt like having a "serious" title. So...
My birthday is on Monday. The big 24! So yay for that. What are you getting me (it had better be ponies and diamonds)?
Other note: What do you consider a "main" OC? I ask this because Zhao is %100 mine, but I rarely use him in top. He's more for art than anything, I've noticed, whereas I use Tunder more frequently, and Trenton. Hell, Trenton seems to be way more popular, so I have been considering moving Trenton to the front and perhaps having Zhao take a "background role".
Thoughts?

Just felt like having a "serious" title. So...
My birthday is on Monday. The big 24! So yay for that. What are you getting me (it had better be ponies and diamonds)?
Other note: What do you consider a "main" OC? I ask this because Zhao is %100 mine, but I rarely use him in top. He's more for art than anything, I've noticed, whereas I use Tunder more frequently, and Trenton. Hell, Trenton seems to be way more popular, so I have been considering moving Trenton to the front and perhaps having Zhao take a "background role".
Thoughts?

Apparently today is Father's day, and I was reminded by a mentally handicapped child.
So, I had to explain to her why I didn't care, and why I hate my "other parent".

"Why don't you find a new father?" she asked me

"Because." I explained "You can't pick who your parents are. At best, you can adopt a new one who wants you, or have them adopt you."

Apparently, she's gonna try to find me a new father so I can like Father's day.


With that said; Happy Father's day to everyone else.

I have encountered a situation most dire...
In the few days I have been playing Mario Kart 8, a villager of mine has left me...
Rooney moved out of my town, and I loved him to bits. Like... We were best bros. He even attached his picture to his goodbye letter...
I want him back, so if anyone has him and doesn't want him, or knows how I might be able to get him back, please let me know.

I need my roo guy back.

1) I am going to FUCK Mega swampert, cause... Swampert learned Bara... I think... Is that Bara, or am I just making myself sound stupid?
Whatever! His natural ability is ATTRACT, and it works on all genders, so TAKE THAT!

2) I had a question that I answered myself, so I'll say this: My birthday is coming on the 23rd of this month... I expect cake, and PONIES. Not MLP ponies, though I wouldn't mind Big Mac, or even Iron Will, even if he's not a pony... Ahem... I mean REAL ponies. Cause I say so.

And 3) Still adding people to the Wii U. My name is ID is Bastuk. What's yours?

As an early birthday present, I got Mario kart 8. Looking to add people to play with.
My Nintendo ID is Bastuk, so feel free to add me. :3

So, I was talking to my mom about how I want a new laptop.
SHE mentioned getting into college. I was all "Nah. I'll get into that when I have a better laptop", and she was ll "Hey! This college GIVES you a laptop when you take an online class!"
So I was all "Great! I get a laptop, AND college!" So, I signed up for info, and even gave a call.
The class that I was thinking about taking was on campus only, so then I thought "Law".
Paralegal, and another that I am KINDA interested in, but not SUPER interested in.
This school also gives me strange feelings, like... We set up an appointment to talk today at 5. They called 2-3 times before that, then called late. But it's just the number of calls that is kinda getting me. They call a LOT.
Well... That aside, assuming I graduate, I'd only have to pay about $1000, since I'd get about $15,300 between Financial aid and a Pell Grant...
My concern, however, is that I'd get into it, not enjoy what I'm doing and either flunk out, or quit and owe all that money. So... At the end of the day, my mom is super proud of me for looking into college, but at the same time, I feel all 'blah', because I don't think that Paralegal is the right college course for me, but is apparently one of the best that they offer, and... I dunno.
All I really wanna do when it comes down to it is succeed, and enjoy what I do.

I wanna punch something.

I dunno why, but I wanna hang out with a sweet, fat/chubby friend...
I'm sure I have a few, but none local, so I'm all like: "HNNNNNNNNN! PLANET GET SMALLER!!!!"
But Earth just laughs and keeps spinning like a ROFLcopter while saying "Nah, brah! Not gonna happen!" So...

My dreams are crushed. I have nothing left to live for... Except for icecream... And Pokemon...

Maybe a few choice people... And RP...

But that aside... Still wanna hang out with a fat friend for some reason! NO skinny people!

*holds up a sign* "No skinny people allowed" Is... Is that racist? (The answer is no. And this is the result of boredom, caffeine, and jelly beans at 6am!)

So, on the sixth of may, I texted my father to ask if I should keep his contact info since he can't seem to return my texts. His response was essentially this:
" You want my attention when I'm busy, napping, or having a life. Sorry. I'm diabetic with a heart problem and am doing what I can to be happy. There are people here who want to see me achieve that."
I explained that all I wanted was for him to text whenever he could, since he'd been ignoring ALL of my messages. I'd even messaged him on Facebook, and he posted not even two minutes later, but couldn't answer me.
What it boiled down to was confrontation. Him pointing out that we are practically strangers, as we have not seen each other in 20 years, and me telling him that I didn't want to be strangers. Gave him the choice. Said:
"I'm done trying, now it's up to you."
He, in turn said (note: This is all paraphrasing, really): "That sounds like an ultimatum, so I'll take it as such. So long!"
But he kept me as a friend, so, that was still an open window to me.
I took some time to let myself calm down enough to be civil and messaged him again this passed Tuesday.
To keep from having to post the entirety of my message to him, I'll summarize again:
"Hey. I heard you called my mom. That bothers me since you won't call or text me. I didn't mean to sound like a dick before, but you don't seem to understand where I'm coming from. I've always wanted a relationship with my father, but you have made it seem like it's more of a burden since you were so willing to just give up on having a relationship. I don't want to be the only one trying, so, again; I give up. I'll let you decide if you want a father/son relationship. Just let me know if you want me to stop trying to contact you, and I will. I'll still want a relationship with my father, but I'll leave you alone.
I'd apologize for the post I made before, but I don't feel bad about what I did. I was hoping you'd understand how I feel, but it seems I failed.
I was informed you said you waited an entire Saturday for me to call, but that's a lie, or you are mistaken, as I would not have let that chance go.
This message is locked, so only YOU can read it, though I don't expect you to respond. Seriously though; you don't know the half of what I want to say to you, or how angry I've been that you just cast me aside so easily for wanting a relationship with my father. That may not be true, but that's how it looks to me."

Still reading? Alright. Not too much more to this... I think.

He did reply. His comment was... FAR from what I expected. I didn't even expect him to respond at all. This is where I'll spare no details, really.
See; my father had made the decision to have a sex change and live life as a woman. Only issue: He's obese with heart problems, and is a type 2 diabetic, so... Doctors said no to the surgery. Still, he at least dresses the part. Anyway... His response:

"Yes we are strangers. You want a relationship with a father quote male figure unquote. I've spent a long time being held to that males standard and neither you nor anyone else is going to make me go back to that. It is evident that you cannot accept me for who I am and you expect me to be someone that you want. When you are ready to act like an adult and not like a drama queen then perhaps we can have a relationship as a parent to an adult child. I doubt you have that capability. I do not appreciate having family discussions on social media and as far as me being available waiting for you to call being a lie, you can either put up or shut up. You will not hear from me again. You have now gotten what you requested."

And my response:

"Wait... What? I never said that you had to... Okay. I want a relationship with person I KNOW as my father. Not the one who carried me for nine months, but the "father figure". And the lie about you waiting is just that, because I WOULD have called you, but I suppose that's just me being immature. As far as not hearing from you again, sad as it is to say, that's no different than what I've been doing. I never hear from you. Not unless I do shit like this.
I'm not trying to force you into any gender role. I could not care less about gender roles, but you, as a parent, should at least be there. And accepting... I don't know how. I don't know what you have done with your life, so how do I know what to accept? That's like me telling you to accept me as a person when you don't know anything about me!
Wanting to know my "other parent" is being a drama queen? Writing something out, bring civil and expressing how I feel to you is being a drama queen? You know what. I don't think we can have a "parent/child" relationship. Your life is too good for that, and I'm wanting too much by asking you to just pretend to care about your son, so... Goodbye, "parent". When you can grow up and realize that your adult son tried like an adult to have a "parent/adult child" relationship, and that he's NOT trying to force you to go back to anything, then we can have a discussion. Until then, this IS or final correspondence. I will no longer think of you as a parent, and you can no longer consider me your son. We will just be strangers. Have a good life."

That being said/posted, I made to unfriend him, not to be petty or anything, but to actually put a full END to our relationship, if it could even be called that. Turns out that he beat me to the punch.

Now, assuming you read all of this, don't say "I'm sorry" or anything like that. Nobody should feel bad, nobody did anything. It was something that happened between me and my father, and he's the one who is sorry (A sorry excuse for a human being).
To put it simply, as I told my mother earlier tonight: He could die, and I'd not know. If I DID know, I wouldn't care, nor would I attend his funeral. You don't show up to strangers' funerals.

So... Yep. I have OFFICIALLY disowned my "other parent" He will no longer be referred to as my father, and I am fine with that, as he is perhaps the ONE person in this world that I can honestly say that I hate.
*throws confetti in the air* There's a list of hated people now! YAY!!!!

Now... send me dick pics.
(And if you want the full message that I sent him, note me, I guess. But it's pretty much the same as what I posted as the shortened version.)

Side note: No judgy posts, please. This is simply me saying... Something. I dunno anymore. Maybe... I'm happy and feel accomplished because I cut a good for nothing man out of my life...?