I won't even elaborate on that

I'm not sure what to write here but i felt like i needed to make some journal. Long story short: everything is a slog but i'm still alive in some way. I'm just sorry.

So uh yeah nobody cares so i'll be brief:
-No new comms until i finish up delayed pieces
-Work on comics, starting with few ideas for YCH comics i have and later develop an artstyle for drawing quicker
-Commission price increase by 5-10 bucks not sure yet
-I'm looking for someone for art together with my OCs

https://bsky.app/profile/zibdan.bsky.social
Sorry i havent been using social media for like 10 years i think?
Will still be uploading on furaffinity but i thought i should get more coverage or something. Feel free to make my numbers go up

https://discord.gg/xrvnWhAxeG

I helped creating it, feel free to join

I think the moment when your smartphone won't allow you to call, send files, download files,take photos and charge battery most of the times is a right time to replace it. Now i have to get money for it.

My plans for this page and artist path is... YOU KNOW WHAT i always produce a lot here for no use, if you are curious about future plans just hit me up in DMs lmao

I think i need to meet some new people. Anyone knows some nice furry communities i could join?

I was supposed to write a long journal about me leaving, why and what does it actually mean but realised that no one will read that lmao

But i don't feel like it anymore.
Change da world
My final message
Goodbye.

I can't even elaborate. Just 💀.

Are there any synthetic ladies around here? Just checking~~

Is everything fine buddy? If you need to get something off your shoulder, go on. I'll be glad to hear you out

I quite don't know what should i work on in my art. Eyes? Shading? Anatomy? Maybe i should just draw and upload more stuff. Also idk if i should focus on one theme

Back to square one. College forced me to quit therapy and had new breakdown. For 2 weeks i couldn't even draw a line or write. Currently i'm taking xanax, fight with nerve pain, can't really explain it. Its like thousands of little needles crawling around me. Can't even go to do grocery because i get paralised by stimoli overflow. I'm mostly vegetating now. Can't even find good words to make that journal. REally sorry for delay, i'm trying my best to get back to drawing and finish my comms. Really sorry i physically can;t

I have created a telegram channel for my non-furry related creations and hobby stuff. Will upload more frequently there because i'm making smaller updates and just ideas, also I'm planning to make polls regarding projects
Pls join
Or not
https://t.me/fenhobbyden
P.S. i'm on medical leave rn

Passed all exams for this semester.
I finally git my airbrush to work (i have to ponder its machine spirit every time tho).
Getting back to life.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
https://tenor.com/view/aaaaa-possum.....o-gif-16041183

Lol today i hit 900 favs and exacly 2 years on FA. You guys want to celebrate it in some way? Idk Erkin in maid outfit?

Basically Deviantart started their own AI graphic (i refuse to call this art) machine. You have to checkmark EVERY of your artwork one by one to not get used in AI engine. But that would be too easy. Its actually only for third party AIs. For being excluded or their circus you have to fill a form. For years on DA i got only 13 watchers, no exposure and met no friend here. So deleting account wasn't hard for me. Also in last time it became so hard to use (it wasnt easy in the first place)

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10373411/
Please check her out

Looking for commissions, need some money for healtcare (my meds are $100 per month) and to help my parents.
As usual, $20 for full body, $10 for head, 50% for each additional character

Join here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49232315/

Thanks to all like... 5-10? active users that really notices my stuff. This was a REALLY rough year. I won't do any free raffle anymore, but i may finally finish previous one even though it was really a failure
 mrdarkness if you leave a comment, i will finish that raffle prize for you