if ya'll even care enough to do it.

the names RuffZpaw. add me if you like... though i can only be on at school for the moment so i cant vidio chat just yet. but yea...

http://www.facebook.com/ruff.zpaw i dont know if its just a few days or if they deleted it, but i cant even log in.....

hows everyone benn? what i miss?

i'll be checking my Facebook >>> http://www.facebook.com/ruff.zpaw but only in little segments, wont be online much in general, though feel free to friend me. i love yall.

so if it wasent bad enought that my stepfather restrics my phone to the point it can onlly call durring one hour of the day, now hes going to start monitering mu internet usage... IM FUCKING 18 and he treats me like im fucking 5. i swear then minuts i can im leaving this shit hole!

i'll be checking my FB periodicly, but thats about it.. http://www.facebook.com/ruff.zpaw

ive checked like 7 differant sites, and i seeem to be the only person online right now....

i removed the icon from my main page. if i find someone else that i like as well im not aposed to it. but for now all i want is my mate  xxchriswolfxx right now.

lately ive tryed to be with others. in RP in RL and in all honisty, im not enjoying it. i use to flirt all the time. i RPed all the time, and i had casual sex with people rather frequently. but now, all i want is him. lately ive been asking for alota RP partly because i was testing myself, and partly i was lonely, he was ona trip and ina differant time zone so it was difficult to talk to eachother. but even with not talking to him, i still didnt really want anyone else.... no matter how good they were. it didnt matter, because they wernt him. and nothing compares to being with him. a few weeks ago i was alone with a guy, who was curious. and i offerd to help him find out. (if you catch my drift) and we tryed, but i kept stopping, it wasent his fault i just couldnt. it felt wrong. for the first time sence i was 14 i frose. i acctually got nervis.

he didnt smell right, he didnt taist the same. he wasent what i wanted. he wasent unpleasent. but id taisted better, he didnt smell like someone i wanted to hold forever. and i acctually told him i was sorry, but id rather have my mate.

for the first time in my life. i dont need more. for the first tme im content with just one person. for the first time.... id rather die than let go. id kill to keep him safe. ive never felt so strongly for one person before.

if i could change anything about him, id give him a tail. because i cant find anything id want to change, but i know he wants a tail, and it would make im happy. and i love him. every last inch.

sorry it took so long so yay now i can see u-tube an stuffs like animations aN MUSIC! yay!

and were both naked.... what do you say?

okies its that time again. ask me anything you want. NSFW and other wise, i have to answer. :P

well if you want to anyways. i wont be able to post pics, but we can chat an stuffs


http://www.facebook.com/ruff.zpaw

it was a one time chnce he was giving to people who were uo erlly in the mornninng because he wanted to test out some new pens.
it just a bust, but it looks really nice, and im happy with it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/101...../#cid:67057204

thank you so much  familliar

i'll post it when i can submit again.

sorry i know i was talkint to a few of yall, lost power last night.
i'll be kinda buissy today to so.....

im in an RP mood.

though i it may not continue past tonight. if i really like it though i'll draw a picture of it and post it with you icon.

comment and put your reff if you want to, i'll note you for the rest.

this week several of my familly and friends will be coming down from Dallas to help us work on our 6,acer property, and hang out. ill check up online when i can, but most of this week i will be workin or catching up with people i havent seen in months. one in witch is like a brother to me and we havent seen each other sense Christmas of last year,

also im still doing a free rafle! it wont end till i get 100 people! >>>http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4396945/ (plz comments for the raffle on the raffle)

and the pain i was in is begenning to lesssen, we found out that i had a hernnia and had been dehidrated, the combination of the two was making my body varry, mad at me, lolz.
so im drinking more water, and trying not to do any heavy lifting for a while.

im sorry if im not as social as normal lately, but im not feeling well (im in alota physical pain right now) and need to get some stuff done. i'll be on to check up on my raffle >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4396945/ and make sure comments/ journas dont get pilled up, ill chat simply because i enjoy talking with people most of the time but honistly the two people i really wana talk to lately are  black-rose-exterio and  mad21 ... but Eterio is normally buissy and dosent like talkin through notes, and i havent herd anything from Mad in a long time...

i wana move out of this shit town and go get an appartment with my mate allready,and i cant yet.... in order to do that i gotta finnish school, so ima be spendding more time trying to pass, and less time chatting, i love ya'll but, i need to get outa here, and being their for my mate is more important than anything else to me.

my reff, i made the journal so i dont have to constantly re type it every time i do a raffle.




Name: Ruff Z Paw
Gender: male
Body: thin muscular build haz 6 pack
Species: yeanfox (hyena fox highbrid)
Special features: i have the ears and tail of a fox, but the spinal ridge, and the muzzle of a hyena. i also have glowing violet eyes
Pattern: my ears,fingers/toes, tip of my tail, ridge, and hair are black. i have spots on my sholders, butt, thys, and forarms witch are also black. the rest of me is a red brown color.
aperal: i allways have on rectangular black fram glasses and a silver ring on my right paw, middle finger. Typically im warring rave pants and a net shirt or hoodie.


(side note i have my toung out alot too)



NOTICE: Ruff Z Paw is my charicter, my Sona, please do not use him without my permission, most of the time i will give it if you ask, but please ask, if you use it without my permision i will report you and have the submition taken down. (if i send you this think in a reaffle, or note concernning a trade, commition, etc. its safe to assume u have my permission)

please tag my icon on the submition if you do use it though, thank you.

I think after I Finnish this raffle (witch may take a while) I'm going to make the new account an start transferring all my stuff their...

I'll give y'all plenty of warning, but. I dont know, I think it's time for a change...