Hi hi!
I am still fighting with art block, that doesn't want to get off of my mind, but I am determined to break it one day! If not a drawing - a story or a poem! I just need some inspiration.

Hi, all my watchers!

It seems to be more kind of a letter this time, but I was thinking about my arts recently.

Actually, I feel my art soul is burnt. I just... Feel I am not going to make progress. I draw too rarely. I can't even think about any schemes that will help me to plant a faith and creation to my arts. I have no idea what to draw, I don't want to draw or do anything connected to the art etc. I hope someday I'll be alright, but now... I don't have anything to think of. I have no more experience to draw. I feel... Empty for drawing. Wish me luck or something... Maybe I'll start to draw again... One day.

About my latest news... Nothing important to say. What happened - that happened. Now I only want my mind to start thinking about art again. Hopefully I'll draw something worth posting in a few days, weeks, maybe months... I really don't have any clue when I will draw something again.

I think it's all for now. I hope everything will be fixed as soon as possible, I mean I'll start drawing again. But until then, I will be looking forward to add something new. I'll write again sooner or later.
Your sincerely,
Harkon Redfield

I dunno why, but it is annoying when I post art on my page and it gets rotated by itself ;---; Nah, it was taken correctly, to be clear

I am tired of my often and recent mood changes... I just can't stand what is happening... More bad is just being attention seeker - it makes my mood even more unstable. Even simple actions can finish with anger, sadness...

I dunno how to fight it - like it brings no effect. I just keep waiting for miracle to happen. I need a rest, but I need attention in the same time... Irrational, but... Honestly - real. I keep getting different moods so often and my personality is too heckin' weird to take care of it.

Next of the worst things is just being coward - in some situations I can't express myself to others with just simple "Hey, I need attention, would anyone give me some"... Pathethic, don't you think? My personality is controlling me instead of me controling my personality, acts and behaviours. I feel the mental pain I receive when my mood is changing from better to worse and from worse to better... It can happen immediately.

Hey, I just wanted to ask anyone who has contact with  thevorer to tell me if he is OK and tell how to contact him... I am worried... I dunno if he is busy or something bad happened.

Hello to all that reads it, so I'm not putting any content here by now, because I don't feel motivated, most of my stories are in Polish or for personal mental rest. Sorry if I did something wrong, but if you own Telegram, I'm sending you here:

t.me/HarkonSubmissions

Well, I don't do anything serious here, but I hope you will accept it. :3 Like I said, I'm busy and sometimes mentally tired so I do some personal stories... See you next time, friends.

And remember, we all, are the same people. Sometimes, more extrovert, sometimes introvert, but our fandom, our big family needs everyone. We are like bricks that build up a house we live in.

Sorry for no activity, I don't feel like artist for some time. Now I'm not ready to draw, but I'll try to add something soon.

ME

I changed a lot in past few years, and again after months. I don't know if it's good or bad, but I definitely feel change. I don't know if it's better or worse for me. *sigh* I don't know what I will do in next months.

MY BODY

I can't lose my weight, being around 230lbs fat... My eyes are also weaker and weaker... My weight and eyes problem started when I was 6 years old. That's bad, because I'm physically unable to do many excercises and using computer is more problematic, but I can't resist some things.

MY BEHAVIOUR

The worst part of my observations. Full of laziness, but I also noticed some changes in my world perception. I became more sensitive for situations from past and, honestly, while looking at some arts. Seeing scat, gore, skulls and melting in vore still fills ne with sadness, but looking at old arts or seeing things I know I will be unable to do is... Depressive. Trying not to think about it is rather bad. I can't calm down and make me happy again. It's sad for me, but I can't do anything about it... However, if I see situation when someone wants digestion, digestion is "blank", prey is a villain, then it's OK. In other cases it hurts my fragile personality.
My behaviour is still creating and it'll never finish, but I need help. I easily give up, not giving any chance for another try. Friends are supportive and it is VERY BIG ADVANTAGE.
Observations brung also disadvantages - addictions. These are ruining my plans sometimes. Using phone instead of waking up at 9AM for example. Well... My character is changing a lot too. I am very sensitive, I'm trying to be more supportive and more sociable, but, honestly, I can't reach the goal.

MY SOUL

*sigh* Well, I have so many sins in my life, but I try to do everything to make them happen in smaller amount of time. It's hard for me, but I do my best. I didn't observe any difference in my soul. It's still the same way.

So that's all for now. Nothing more, nothing less. It's for interested in my life scraps and I just wanted to describe it while being in a bad mood. Well, I can't call me a poor guy, but I want to tell what's on my mind. I hope it wasn't a problem.
That's all for now. For more info, note me or text me on Telegram (@HarkonRedfield)

I remember about everyone in there and I'm just chilling after school activities. My last day to go to school is friday and I'm going to finish my recent story - Tribe of the Moon. Also, Big Belly Companion is abandoned project. Sorry, guys. ;/ I hope the second one will be OK. ^^

I'm still waiting for my graphic tablet, but I don't feel like drawing last times. XD Laziness has no mercy on me. :P But I'm still waiting for requests. ^^ If interested, PM me. ^^

Hi there! I wanted to say I'm getting ready for additional request. In a week, I'll be able (maybe) to take new requests. All requests I'll take via Telegram or notes, so don't be shy to ask.
My skills are quite better than at 2015th year, but I still need some training. And I can do a thing you want, no matter if it's SFW or NSFW. If I take this quest, I'll learn drawing even better than it was earlier. ^^

About eyes

My eyes style is still different. You can see I'm using very different eyes style. If you can, give me an advice, please. Any advices are very, very welcome. ^^ I use triangular eyes, but I don't think these are the best. I'll try to make them more round than sharp, but I need some opinions and advices for that. It's not embarassing for me to ask. We, all users, are like one big family. We should help each other. ^^

About future

I'm going to buy a GRAPHIC TABLET if my marks at school are gonna be better. Especially with one-year subjects. Gosh, it's hard to get better marks, but I'm doing my best. IT isn't that hard, but at school I thought I'll get some more complicated drawing tasks. Now I have some about computer and stuff I don't need for my future. I thought I'll draw more, but my graphic skills will finish at making buttons for web pages.

About drawing

My drawing skills are increasing if I draw more, but I often don't feel like drawing. I need to find a goal to draw, some motivation. Even previous requests didn't help me. I'm waiting for a miracle. But I don't think it's gonna happen. XD

That's all for now, see you next time!~

Since I got bad marks I need to concentrate more on my recent marks. God, I feel a bit tired, but I must go on.

I also got some charcoal. UwU I feel good and bad... I stopped doing artworks, but I guess I'll start doing them again some time later.

I am really sorry for being inactive that much time, but I don't even think about creating new artwirks or stories. However, I'll try to put something to my FurAffinity profile. Stay tuned forcmore info. ^^

My birthday starts today (CET), 30th of April :3 I wish all of you very, very nice day x3

I want to finish my request already and I feel like doing it. It's rather good for me, but I need to be fast or I will lose my willing. I think it'll be ready quickly. ^^

Well, also, my b-day are quickly coming. I will be finally one year older than now. Yay. :3 I have some plans to do at my birthday of course. My b-day are at 30th of April, to be clear. ;3 I'm waiting impatiently.

I hope you'll like my artwork. ^^ But now, it isn't ready yet. I'll finish it, it's just matter of time.

That's all for now. Thank you for reading. ^^

Well, I'm doing last request, for  kicksrocks422 and I think I'll finish that soon. I started but I can't finish that xP Something is still blocking me, so... Sorry dude. I don't feel like doing it but I really want to do that. I know there's no logic, but, you see, I'm busy often and I lost motivation quickly.

I need to correct my next request for  PharoEX and I'll upload it. My next move is to draw double (2-part) request for  kicksrocks422 but I don't know if I'll do a comic or just 2 arts of this. But I wrote I'll do that and I'll do that. My mood is letting me try.

Well, I'm trying to find some motivation to draw, but I don't know if I'm going to find some. :P I hope I'll find enough to finish current requests.
All excitiment I got while playing games is disappearing slowly so I'll try to do new artworks ASAP. ;3
Maybe I'm a bit too lazy, but I'm thinking about it. Thanks to all anthros for giving me requests and idea in the same time. I really appreciate it. ^w^
Finishing my thing, I'm not sure when I'll return to draw, but I didn't forget almost any of requests anthros gave me. Thanks for reading. ;3

As you see, I'm creating a story today and I hope it'll be finished quickly. I won't tell what this is about, you need to check it our for your own.

Well, I'm trying to draw last time, but I decided to stop for a moment. I'll draw something when right time will come. I'm playing mods on favourite games, so I'm really interested in this ^^ I'll come back refreshed, I hope, and I'll draw something after all this will calm down. ;3

Well, I almost finished paper version of my ref sheet and all I need now is to add some details to me. :3 I mean - muscles, my tatoo and description. ^^ Don't worry, I will be careful with that. :P

And I don't know if ARTISTS...AREN'T...USING...PAINT...BUCKET. Maybe it's true or not, but you know how it is, right? I don't have graphic tablet to work on it. Yeah, I have only MOUSE AND KEYBOARD, but it isn't doing any difference. ;P I hope you'll enjoy my ref sheet. ;3

I'm gonna add also a surprise art, MUAHAHAHA! >:3

:c

No art for a while... Again...

Well, I have some work to do. :3

I have 3 things to draw:

1. Request for  Kicksrocks422 [1/2 COMPLETED]
2. Art trade for  Vessein. [COMPLETED]
3. Next request for  PharoEX.
[COMPLETED]
Well, I have some work to do, so I'm not accepting any requests or art trades AND NO COMMISIONS...

...yet. ;)

Well, I feel more motivated but I can't work at school. May I'm lazy but I can't. I need to concentrate at school (what is helping me to understand what others are talking to me in english xD, LOL, Poland is very strange country xDD) but I still need a dictionary to understand speech.

Well... I was hearing a lot about travellers that discovered new places and I was thinking about my travels, and you know? I didn't find anything important.

I feel sad but I still try to do my ref sheet. I made so much at this moment. More than I could expect from me, so I hope my ref sheet will show quickly.

I was wondering about eyes style. Well-rounded pentagons should be OK, aren't they?