I finally got desire to draw. I'm making ref sheet again. ^^

I feel really exhausted emotionally. My siblings are too annoying and in a result they are making me feel enraged. My psyche is damaged... I have enough.

Thank you all for 200 views@ *-* It's nice to see some people likes my artworks. :D I'll even try to draw somethig for 200 views! :D

I'm little bit busy and I need some ideas to draw. Well... More important thing is my desire to draw. I'm giving up too easy so I'm losing it too quickly. I'm angry when I can't draw one or some things. :c

Now, I'm getting more lazy, I need to stop that. I'm going to think about methods to prevent me from being THAT lazy.

Wow, now it's looking like I'm writing some kind of blog. xD

I think it will be a break for me to draw. Sorry. ;/ I don't know how long, but... I'm sorry. :c

Yeah, my internet connection is slow now for a while, but I'm still able to see some pages in the internet. I hope it won't be bad for me to submit arts.

But I don't have desire to draw anything now. ;/ I'm often busy and... You know... Motivation is lower than ever.

Today I was sooo busy. Too much things to do. ;/ *sigh* Now it's almost 2 AM in Poland. I feel tired, but I'm not giving up. Also, today shown my first request! ^^ That's very nice, but I don't know if I will be able to do that. It's difficult request for novice like me, but why don't even try? ;)

I am so sleepy last times, but happy to add some arts into my submission list. I see 183 people visited my profile at least once. ^^ Nice to see, but still only 3 are watching me. ;/ I hope it will change quickly.

Wow! It's very nice. It's 180 visits yet, but it's all about time. I hope some people really enjoyed my style of arts. But I'm still using some tutorials to do all of those arts. I found all of tutorials very helpful. I need to practice and learn anatomy, analize and study. Thanks to the  Glowfox and  The_Furry_Art_Academy for tutorials lI saw. I'm trying to do my own style, but I'm still using tutorials to do it better bcause of my 10% skills.

Like always, advices are good to write. ;) If you have any arts you can give me to study anatomy, proportions etc., I'll accept it. ;D

I'm still trying to do a ref sheet, previous pose is canceled and I'm trying to do some other pose. Typical for front side. Prepare for more info next day. ;D

If someone is awaiting my ref sheet, then they will wait more time that they even think. I didn't anything yet, because of time. When I found some free time, it's usually getting late. Sorry. I'll try to do that, but i lost some motivation. :c

I'll try to finish it up quickly.

May you noticed a thing on Harkon's arm and you are curious about it? Don't worry. I'm trying to do a ref sheet, but I'm tired of today. Too much going and travelling from place to place. But I want to do a ref sheet. I'm too motivated to abandon that thought. And, by the way, I will try to practice my shading skills, but one thing I need to learn by myself is anatomy and proportios of a few body parts like arms, legs, and, the most hard - paws. I don't know know where to find some of those tutorials about proportions of body parts, so I'm trying to use human proportions, but, as you see, I'm not proceeding yet.

I hope I'll find some more tutorials about anthros and furries.

Hi! I think about changing type of writing a stories. Now I'll, instead of paragraph, I'll type enter, e.g.:

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Today I'm unable to use computer, but I still have my phone. [End of first paragraph]

No one knows I'm in a city because of my siblings. One of them needs to see a doctor.

- I hope you'll come back quickly - I said.
- Don't worry, I hope it's only a high temperature - my brother answered.

I was waiting for him for a while and when he returned, his argument was confirmed.

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So I'll add my new parts of Big Belly Companion soon. ;3

Today I don't think I will be able to add a ref sheet today, but I'll add plain computer artwork of "Meet the counttyside guardian". I'm unable to add it now, but I'll add it later, or I'll refresh my memory and do some shades.

♡♡♡My family grows bigger.  Sephoix is my new brother now. ♡♡♡

REMEMBER, I'M STILL ONLY A NOVICE ART MAKER and I'm waiting for a few advices. ;)

So, I am about to do a ref sheet. May it isn't that good idea, but I think it might be useful. Not so much of people knows Harkon's abilities. I want to show them in my arts, so I will draw it and then I will make a computer and paper submission of Harkon's red sheet. You'll know some things about him if you are watching this even a little bit. Backstory of Harkon can be modified, so be patient and wait for whole completion. ;)

My artworks are made sometimes with a fetish I have, but I won't do any +18 artworks. I don't think I need them to draw. YET. xD

I am really tired at home so I can find no ideas or make my arts worse. I am also thinking about arts I can do. If I find motivation, I'll draw them.

I have a few problems with drawing in computer without drawing on a paper art, so it can take much longer to upload even a plain artwork. This is because of shaking hand. x/

So I will be adding a paper artworks and after some time I will use some computer tools to draw it in a computer. I hope I'll be able to do that.

I finally have got a new phone so I can upload my artworks, but at first I have to redraw them in a computer, then do some shadows etc., but I really like doing that. The practice is making me better and better.

I hope I will be able to add some artworks soon.

Tomorrow I will have new phone. I started to use skeleton instead of starting making my characters at the start. I need onlycsome help with drawing heads. If someone has got any tutorial, I'll be happy to find it. I need wolf, dragon and snake head tutorial

Next thing I'll do is to come back to writing story. I really want to return to write new parts of it.

Hi! If someone is watching me, I can finally say I'm almost back. I still need something to upload new arts, but I'll get it around 20th of February. I also don't have any ideas for making arts yet, my fursona is still in progress (I can't find any good style of head and muscles). It's really bad for me, because I also don't feel like to do them as much as I was doing arts earlier. I lost my feel to draw, but I'm trying to recover it and again feel like to draw a few arts.
If someone was reading my BBC series, don't worry. I hope I'll be able to write next parts of it.

PS: Remember, I'm from Poland, so I really can not understand or don't know some words. Sorry. ;/

I love making RP, making new friends with everyody. I'm also a big belly wolf, which can hide its belly to look like he's slim.

Story of Haerkon:
I have a military experience. Me, Harkon "Devastator" Redfield, I was an adjutant of a big belly general. He learnt me how to use the power of the big belly, but I'm still learning. I'm trying to learn more and more about power of bellies.