sorry i havent updated Aftermath ^ o^;
holiday season is here and things have been alittle hectic with the family, alot of work and alot of prepping for the end of the year,
halloween was pretty crazy with a one and a half year old and her fairy costume.

got a new car with all registration expenses ^ ^;
now heading into thanks giving and x mas
but i have been working on the page little by little when time allows it. its also a giant page with alot of moving parts! might post a sneak peak (unless yall dont want it) hang in there for now friends, hope u all have been having a great holiday <3
i have <3

so my best bro Storm got me a switch for my b-day..

so i just finished setting it up

if anyone wants my friend code.. help urself~

SW-2196-3001-8733

this took me weeks to draw out V

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSQBw0MQYhI

so i have been learning more and more video editing
heres a small comic series i had decided to dub.
this is a small playlist of what i have completed. mind u these are shorts.

Created by the Artist Roman Jones

and voiced by and

video made by me ^ o^

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8eR.....3Q&index=1

so.. im addicted to pop (soda) and sugar.. and trust me.. i drink an unhealthy amount, and have been doing so nonstop since i was a kid.. but now that i am older, and a specific conversation kept ringing in my head with my friend Wolfy.

i decided to cut off soda pop.. and i didn't realize that i was experiencing both caffeine and Sugar withdrawals, everyday i have been having increasing headaches and today i feel like i have reached my peak.. or not.. who knows..

im having a bad time.

it took me looking up my symptoms to realize i was going into withdrawal,
and i read up more on it, and i realized that wat im feeling is but the tip of the iceberg.. im genuinely scared. the list here http://www.caffeineinformer.com/caf.....mptoms-top-ten
1-5 i have and i might just be going into the rest. . .

i dont know what im going to do.
i have been trying to keep myself busy with artwork and speed paint, but its becoming a bit much = A=

so i did this..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JG8BgpRXdI

honestly;

its a bit disheartening that there were times where i would be ecstatic to check my inbox on Both DA and FA just to see what crazy shenanigans those that i follow artwise would post, pertaining to comics and drawings.. but these days all i see are commission streams, commission price updates and YCH auctions.. i know artists need to make money.. i suppose im just reminiscing on how the art community used to be before money was thrown into the frey.. it saddens me.. which i spend about 60% to 80% of the time just scrolling through my inbox and mass deleting everything..

am i getting bored?

i dont know anymore..

sorry.. im probably not making any sense..

i have been neglecting this site for so long.. i will be posting here regularly from now on..

i have also started doin the official Zoa back story which i will be posting here.. plz enjoy..

sorry for being away and neglecting this site.. i want to show how much i have improved ^ o^

if you got something to say.

you know where to find me..

you know who you are.


if u want to throwdown, how about u stop being a spineless coward and unblock me so we can get shit done >: (

for alittle longer.

im beginning to slowly drift away from FA due to the picture texture of FA..

im just not feeling it here anymore..

give me a reason to stay~

i was invited to a podcast by this Saturday ( 4/26/14 ) at 10 pm.. i dont have all the details yet. but im alittle nervous ; ~;.. i dont know why, im usually really good with crowds >/// w//< im just really excited!!

i'll put a link to the livestream when i have been invited in... come and support me > w<

THATS RIGHT FOLKS..


the moment you have all been waiting for is here, the dubbing of Innocent sin.. this covers part 1;






https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_a72IT8z9Y

it has been brought to my attention that Innocent Sin will be getting dubbed by .. this is really exciting for me!!

here ya go.. he's holding try-outs http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1WK8E0MV2U

i had lost my apartment due to "rezoning" but in reality its demolition..
so they are going to tear down my apartment complex and over 125 other families will be in the street without any help..

my wife and i are now seperated due to finacial issues, and simply because we fell out of love.. i have no family here in charlotte NC.. but i was able to room in with a friend.. i would be in the streets without her.. i bless the day i met Me-Me.. this is her www.furaffinity.net/user/me-me… give her some love and thanks :heart:

enjoy ; w;


part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fZW5JyMpjQ


part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW73vZXh8j0

forgive the bad quality T ^T

to those who i have made worry.. i apologize.. so here it is..

before i started writing this.. needed something soothing to help me write all this.. and i was listening to this.. listen to it while u read it plz
[link]

a while ago.. there is a co-worker who i got along with very well.. she is a 17 yr old half white half Vietnamese girl.. her name is Autumn.. a few months later she had gotten her brother a job with us as well.. his name is Nathan.. Nate for short.. me and nate hit it off almost instantly.. me being exceptionally good at fighting games we got along, we would also play yugioh together.. then he introduced me to his older brother dan and there roommate Ken (nate lives with his parents because he just turned 21)

i have had dinner with his family.. his family is very united.. his parents had 2 girls and 2 boys (dan, nate, sadina and autumn) they are the type to turn off all TV's and games and have dinner at the table.. i love having dinner with them.. i had introduced nate and his family to my wife and Daughter.. her and nate hit it off as well.. i know i talk to alot of girls and all.. but not like she did.. she would invite him over while i was at work and text and talk and all that jazz.. me and Jess ( ) were beginning to raise suspicions that something was fishy.. i have full trust in my instincts.. so Jess had suggested that i use the direct approach.. just confront her.. so i did.. and she denied the whole thing.. seeing as it was all speculation and no hard evidence, i let it slide.. but i kept my guard up..

last tuesday ( 1/22/13) it was really slow at work.. and my boss had told me to take the rest of the evening off.. i was originally suppose to work till 11 pm that night.. but he lets me go at 7:30 pm.. i had called Ken (nates roommate) and asked if me, him ,dan and nate could chill.. Ken informs me that they dont know where nate is.. now, i know nate is the type to stay home and play games, and informs everyone of where he is going.. but noone knew where he went.. that was my first suspicion.. quickly i got off the phone with him and called Jess.. i gave her the update and we both automatically assumed something was up.. but we quickly pushed the thought of nate being at my house out of our minds.. i go straight home.. im standing in my front door, and i get off the phone with Jess.. she tells me if anithing happens to instantly let her know, then wishes me luck, i get off the phone and enter my house.. yea.. i walked in on them having sex.. completely naked.. for a moment, i thought i was hilusinating.. or my daydreaming getting out of hand.. but no.. when he saw me coming through the door.. nate gets up and darts towards my bathroom.. she is standing there.. looking at me.. i walk passed her into my kitcheen where i ritually do every night i come home from work.. i take my jacket off and my bookbag off.. and i set it behind one of my dinning room chairs.. she begins talking to me.. but i cant remember anithing she said.. i was in a daze.. my mind attenpting to process all that information.. i didnt realize it, but i stood there for 5 minutes.. then i was snapped back into reality by my cellphone going off.. it was Jess.. she was worried because i hadnt said anithing.. i told her what i walked in on.. she quickly told me to get my jacket and bag and left to her place (she lived about 15 minutes away) and i did.. i left them both in the apartment.. and i went to her place.. i dont remember going there, i dont remember walking to her place, or even seeing her let me in her place, sit me down and give me a cup of tea.. i told her wat happend.. and after i was done, my phone was going off with Text messages from Ebony (wife) saying she was sorry, and watnot.. i didnt reply to any of them.. since she was getting no responce from me, he then called Jess's phone.. and told her everything.. Jess didnt yell.. just got off the phone.. 1 am hit and i decided to go home.. i got home and i went into the bed room, snatched the blanket from her and kicked her out of our bedroom.. i told her she lost all privilege of sleeping in the bedroom.. she didnt struggle.. and i stayed up all night sulking.. i havent sleep since then..

nate has been avoiding me like i am the plague.. in great morbid fear of his life.. or so his siblings have told me.. i saw him at work.. and he froze and went pale.. he was sitting in his car.. when he saw me.. he sped off.. i had more than enough apt time to run out and pull him out of his car.. but i didnt.. i have been doing alot of thinking.. and this is the ultimate test of virtue.. i have every right to beat the shit out of him.. but i have been repeating 1 thing in my mind.. and it has helped me SO much.. its not just a cartoon.. it has helped me in these hard times.. ALL of my co-workers and friends have been nothing but help and support.. (Me-me, Ceara, Jess specifically have made the most help) and this made me realize that if i had no friendship.. i would be lost.. i dont think i could ever forgive my wife.. and a divorce is the only solution at this point.. my main consern right now my my daughter.. she is my world.. and i will do everything in my power to get full custody.. the wonderful thing is that.. im not alone.. everyone will help me.. this gives me strength..

i have given it much thought... but i dont hate Ebony.. or nate... i only feel disappointment and disgust.. but no hate.. because if i did, i would be a hypocrite about everything i stand for..

"Love and Tolerance"

i come to you all as a broken man.

i walked into my house today and caught my wife.. the mother of my daughter.. cheating on me.

i.. i dont have the energy to give details.. but i will once i have gathered my thoughts.

i have been plagued by a pretty tough art block for a few weeks now.. i tried everything from watching action packed anime (usually works) to playing my favorite games (RE4,FFX, Capcom vs SNK 2) to getting back to Yu gi oh (and getting all my local friends back into it) stuffing myself with my favorite spread of candy, to getting into motivational conversations with my comrade.. none of it seemed to break through that art block..


so i did something i haven't done in years... i cried.. i took my blanket, i turned the lights off and i curled up in my couch.. and i cried to myself.. for an hour i sobbed and cried.. not out of frustration, but because i think i needed it... im not sure if it worked.. but im going to go to bed now and sleep.. and hopefully i will be able to sit down and draw.. wish me luck.

my friend Jess has made a tumblr for my comic.. please follow !!! <3


http://my-little-outbreak.tumblr.com/

i have decided to start early on the livestream, so if anyone gets in early then.. well yea..

i have also added 2 games to the list

here is the complete list

1) Terraria
2) Skyrim
3) Minecraft
4) plants vs zombies
5) Binding of Issac
6)Diablo III
7) Slender *shudders*

here is the livestream link if u wish to join now > w<
http://new.livestream.com/accounts/.....events/1567827

i have succeeded in setting up the live stream.. i will set up my very first live stream tomorrow night.. it will be at 9 pm eastern.. tomorrow early i will set up a link so u can watch me fail at games.. the games i have are as follow

1)plants vs Zombies
2) Terraria
3) Skyrim
4) the binding of issac
5) mindcraft
6) and soon i will download TF2 (team fortress 2)

if u want to watch me play (fail at) any of these games.. please do attend ^ w^

I am now Starting a Tumbler page named "ask an Incubus Pony" anyone is free to ask me a question, if ur question seems interesting to me, i will answer it in form of a comic.. ask me ANITHING



EDIT* let me rephrase that.. anyone.. from any site can ask me anithing
Deviant art, Furaffinity, InkBunny, EVEN FaceBook can ask

im considering making a tumblr named "Ask an Incubus Pony" tumblr page.. would anyone follow me?


it will be about my pony character Zoa.. and anyone can freely ask him any questions.