I've come to the realization, due to certain events of my past, that hearing or saying or seeing anything mate related just makes me upset and moody.. I know for most of you that this is good thing to hear but for me it sucks.. I've learned that love needs to find me and me not looking for it.. cause as of my past of looking for it.. it goes wrong and i end up hurt or upset over it. So for anyone that knows me in AZ or out of state please don't mention anything on the subject.. Ive heard enough advice from enough people to last me a long time.. I know now that i have to let "time" show me the way into something happier.. And just to assure you guys that i don't always think this way but know thats its one of my main worries...

Sorry for being all emo but just ranting my thoughts..

Well my second visit to AC was jut as good as the 1st time when i was there in 2008... Got to see many friends i have made from past ons and made some new ones.. Fursuited allot, particiated in the masqurade as some of you may know or seen if you were at ac, participated in "who's lion is it anyway" in suit, was also in the team fursuit games ( was fun but short), etc.. So now i have to go through A to find photos of me in suit/others and me and edit some videos together for my youtube page.. Well gtg now but expect some ionteresting stuff soon hehe!

Well just this evening, i looked at my FA page and saw that I finally reached my 1,000 views... took only a few months but its sweet to see it! XD

Well just about a week and off to Ac i go hehe... Well i'm about 90% packed for ac... im super excited to be finally going to to there.. that being because ac was my first con in 2008... and man is my main bag with my fursuit stuffed lol.. i got everything i need for my suit and also stuff for my ac masquerade skit in there too lol but regardless Its going to be freakin sweet hehe

ok my very good friend of mine was supposed to be apart of my wrestling skit for ac in his fursuit as the furry version of hulk hogan... but recently his fursuit got stolen out of his car and now he can't play that role. So i need someone show is a fursuiter, a wrestling fan and is going to anthrocon,. Who would want to play this role in my skit? If you want to do so please message me and i'll give yas my contact info and other info pertaining to the skit..

OK So and went fursuiting to a local Comicon called Phx Cactus Comicon... This is part one and two of the video...

Who you will be rooming with?
I will be rooming with and one of huskers friends (whose name I don't know or remember lol)

Who you will be hanging out with at the con?
Many different people..its hard to witch ones lol

Can I give you hugs?

hells yeah I want hugs and cuddles too hehe

How can I find you?
Just look for a orange haired fox with a blue shirt...its not very hard to find that lol

Can I touch you?
maybe but we'll see XD

Can I buy you a drink?
sure but I don't drink allot..only socially sometimes

Do you do trades?
hmmm idk for sure lol

Could I get pics with you?
of course

Can I dance with you?
Sure you can but i'm not much of a dancer and I don't always go to the dances but i'll go a few times.

Do you wear anything with your suit?.
well just my blue shirt and badges, though if my plans go well i might have a different out fit.

You look upset out of suit, can I still come and talk?
of course if you can cheer me up or what ever it is Im upset with...

Can I talk to you?
of course i don't mind...ill chat in or out of suit depending where we are at

Can I hang out with you?
sure if I don't have any other plans atm

Be sure to look out for me. :) See ya at Anthrocon.

Please watch, comment and rate hehe..Thanks!

Ok so here is a recording of my good friend Dersert Fox recalling a funny happening at his work some time ago. It was so funny just hearing about it and watching him as we recorded this. I hope all of you enjoy this.. i know Me, Baloo bear and Panzerelch did hehe.

Please subribe to my channel i you haven't already hehe,
http://www.youtube.com/user/smedoroonie

Well I discovered that my good friend skroy wolf did some dacing at FWA 2010 dance competion this past weekend.. So check him out!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVHDowzNzbs

Ive redesigned my youtube channel..check it out!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/smedoro.....e?feature=mhw4

What if?~

● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More ~

● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?: