This Is A Journal Damn It
Posted 9 years agoAs my job as the attention whore, I will give 5 bucks to anyone who gives me attention on this thread in one shape or form!
Oh and I'm not dead~
Oh and I'm not dead~
No I'm Not Dead
Posted 9 years agoJust been too busy doing productive shit like procrasinating homework assignments.
Comic Related Schitt
Posted 10 years agoI wonder which comic series I should work on first of my many:
Limes: The series I've been developing for a while, dunno if I wanna make it the first series or save it for later/last. Essentially it's a dark comedy/drama/satire/horrror set around a dysfunctional midwestern community with a cast of over 400 characters and many stories of it's nutcase residents.
Summoning Man: A young broke but cheery/possibly delusional actor who has always aspired to portray his favorite super hero. He fuels his dreams by acting as said super hero in a local low budget live action adaption, however he wants to take it a step further and be a a super hero in real life in the mean streets of the large decayed corrupted slum he resides in. A much darker series with brutal deaths and guts and gore in every episode, and a rather diverse cast of people pretending their superheros for whatever reason and their outlandish villains to antagonists who thrive by killing.
2 Cops 1 City: Two cops assigned to eachother to "protect" in their New Jersey hometown with very different views, one being a conservative staunchly catholic and politically incorrect middle aged guido, the other a sadistic gay sacrificial cultist. Both somewhat become comfortable with eachother but fail in protecting their hometown in the process. More of a comedic horror.
Over Yonder My Man: Set in the south, this horror revolves around how a high school student aspiring to be a journalist and his best friend who aspires to be a police officer try to put an end to the many horrific problems in their city, including neo nazi groups, deadly meth rings, bloodthirsty white trash families that run wild in the local woods and torture, cannibalize, and murder their unlucky victims. A very dark drama with a down home taste.
The Twosters: A crude series set around around a pristine suburb, or at least an otherwise pristine suburb if it wasn't for the hellish neighbors the Twoster family. Including a loud hot headed dad, drug addict mom, violent to out right sadistic children, who seem to thrive off of terrorizing their neighbors and community. Mostly a comedy with some dark comedic elements.
Itty Kittys: A series set around a large incestous redneck family of cats. Supposed to be a comedy.
Limes: The series I've been developing for a while, dunno if I wanna make it the first series or save it for later/last. Essentially it's a dark comedy/drama/satire/horrror set around a dysfunctional midwestern community with a cast of over 400 characters and many stories of it's nutcase residents.
Summoning Man: A young broke but cheery/possibly delusional actor who has always aspired to portray his favorite super hero. He fuels his dreams by acting as said super hero in a local low budget live action adaption, however he wants to take it a step further and be a a super hero in real life in the mean streets of the large decayed corrupted slum he resides in. A much darker series with brutal deaths and guts and gore in every episode, and a rather diverse cast of people pretending their superheros for whatever reason and their outlandish villains to antagonists who thrive by killing.
2 Cops 1 City: Two cops assigned to eachother to "protect" in their New Jersey hometown with very different views, one being a conservative staunchly catholic and politically incorrect middle aged guido, the other a sadistic gay sacrificial cultist. Both somewhat become comfortable with eachother but fail in protecting their hometown in the process. More of a comedic horror.
Over Yonder My Man: Set in the south, this horror revolves around how a high school student aspiring to be a journalist and his best friend who aspires to be a police officer try to put an end to the many horrific problems in their city, including neo nazi groups, deadly meth rings, bloodthirsty white trash families that run wild in the local woods and torture, cannibalize, and murder their unlucky victims. A very dark drama with a down home taste.
The Twosters: A crude series set around around a pristine suburb, or at least an otherwise pristine suburb if it wasn't for the hellish neighbors the Twoster family. Including a loud hot headed dad, drug addict mom, violent to out right sadistic children, who seem to thrive off of terrorizing their neighbors and community. Mostly a comedy with some dark comedic elements.
Itty Kittys: A series set around a large incestous redneck family of cats. Supposed to be a comedy.
A win-win situation
Posted 10 years agoWe need a bap the attention whores day. All you need to do is find the attention whores in your life either physically or spiritually closest to you and bap them. They will receive attention and your stress that gets bottled up all other 364-365 days of the year.
Anyone know any good acting oportunites?
Posted 10 years agoPretty much online related shit, web series, online animations voice acting, lets plays, whatever. I just suffered a loss and I could use something to keep me preoccupied. Also I won't ask for money, the experience will be enough pay.
What do furries and televangelists have in common?
Posted 10 years agoSend donations and you get "benefits".
Court issues
Posted 10 years agoSo one of my closer friends was very ill recently, to the point he had to stay in the hospital. Turns out despite plenty of medical records, the school he goes to won't accept him and in a week he is to appear in court on grounds of truancy, and possibly sent to a juvenile center. I hate seeing this happen to him. Any advice or anything I can use for him?
I miss him
Posted 10 years agoMy boyfriend of several months has been grounded for over 2 months now. It's been hurting me being without him. I spent Christmas, New Year's, and will most likely spend Valentines day without him. I feel like it's all my fault that he's grounded, though his parents are mad at him for something else, I just feel like I was too much of a pussy to ask him for his phone number or address and shit. He's the only boyfriend I ever have had that will stay with me. For a while I haven't heard from him since November, until a few weeks ago I got to talk to him very briefly on a Minecraft server. You see, I left him every day a message on his skype for him to read when he gets back, but found out his parents checked his skype every day (he told me that on that Minecraft server), and I feel like an ass because I posted 2 video messages for him... I feel like a part of me is gone, and I don't know when I will ever see him again. I feel like an ass for not reaching out to him more to be part of his life more... and I think I may have accidentally outed him too... If anyone has any advice that would be nice.
Happy New Years furs and stuff
Posted 11 years agoLet's hope 2015 is better
my new year's resolution: GET OFF MY LAZY ASS AND DRAW SHIT DAMNIT! AND I MEAN FINISHING THE DRAWINGS!
my new year's resolution: GET OFF MY LAZY ASS AND DRAW SHIT DAMNIT! AND I MEAN FINISHING THE DRAWINGS!
TMI Tuesday
Posted 11 years agoEveryone else is doing it so I should too, ask me anything.
Bellies quiz
Posted 11 years agoHowdy Hey, Zoraki here again with a multiple choice question:
What kind of belly do you like your mate's to be?
A. Chubby, squishy and sloshy
B. Very fat and flabby and heavy
C. Skinny-ish but with some big ole' moobies
D. Small but with a very stretchy and bloatable belly
E. Skinny and stretchy and soft
F. Semi-muscular, shows that he does some working out at the least
G. Muscular, a sexy and sweaty washboard 6 pack of that of an iron press
H. Worked out and muscular with a big heavy muscle gut
I. Steroids
J. Doesn't Matter
K. Other, please explain
What kind of belly do you like your mate's to be?
A. Chubby, squishy and sloshy
B. Very fat and flabby and heavy
C. Skinny-ish but with some big ole' moobies
D. Small but with a very stretchy and bloatable belly
E. Skinny and stretchy and soft
F. Semi-muscular, shows that he does some working out at the least
G. Muscular, a sexy and sweaty washboard 6 pack of that of an iron press
H. Worked out and muscular with a big heavy muscle gut
I. Steroids
J. Doesn't Matter
K. Other, please explain
Wish I could move out
Posted 11 years agoI can't stand it anymore, I am just a burden. Every day I risk the possibility for getting grounded or worse for a long time because of the fact I happen to be a furry and have a mate online that I talk to. I am only 15, I am still in highschool obviously, I have never had a job, but for some reason, I feel like I could just move out on my own. For a while, I have dreamed of the day that I could move out at 18, and maybe move in with my mate. I dream of that day because he won't judge me and criticize me for every little thing about me. I feel like just about any other teenager, I can't wait to be independent, and I feel like that everything about me is wrong: I have a hard time concentrating, motivating to do any work, socializing correctly, and I have literally no talent, at least none that will get me anywhere in life. I love my parents, but I feel like I am under so much pressure, yeah I have it a lot better than a lot of people, but most people I know don't have thoughts of suicide every night, and everyone I know has some talent and self discipline to work and be successful, but not me. I wish to see my mate someday, I really do, and then I wouldn't have to worry about every little thing, like if I want to wear feminine attire, or get an ear or two pierced, or anything. Lately, my Dad has been scolding me out for every little thing, I am always yelled at for everything I do, and I am scum for not obeying him. I feel like I have no purpose for my existence, or any reason to be alive, I mope and whine about all this shit like this even though I have it a lot better than most people. I am an awful person, I really am. I have tried killing myself several times last year, and all that did was take more money out of my Dad's wallet for the hospital trip.
I am just a burden to everyone and everything around me, and I only keep living in order to be there for my mate, and maybe for that day to come that he and I finally meet, and live off on our own, that would probably be the best day in my whole entire life.
I am just a burden to everyone and everything around me, and I only keep living in order to be there for my mate, and maybe for that day to come that he and I finally meet, and live off on our own, that would probably be the best day in my whole entire life.
Better news
Posted 11 years agoI have came out to my Mum that I am gay... she didn't care really, as long as I am alright. After all these months, finally! ^w^
Long distance love
Posted 11 years agoIt's been over a year and a half since I joined this lovely fandom, and it's been about 3 months that my mate and I have known each other... so far. My mate is one of the most perfect men I have ever met, I love him deeply, and he loves me back, even if we do live 400 miles away. But, like everything else in life, it has it's price. I have known my mate through this fandom, and I even wish to see him irl someday, and maybe, just maybe live together, but there's one thing that might change that outcome.... my parents. My Mom and Dad, as I have mentioned here before, do not approve of furries, they think that it's a group of pedophiles. They have threatened to punish me and ground me some times before, and could. This has made me wary on being true to who I really am, especially if they think if it was this fandom is what made me gay. Before I joined it I was heterosexual, but then opened into bisexuality an then just plain out gay. I know that my Mom would accept me even if I was gay, but I don't know if my Dad would though. I am always afraid if they find out that I have a mate over the internet. Mom is afraid that I end up getting kidnapped or whatever, but I know that my mate is my age, I have 2 pictures of him, and I plan on video chatting with him whenever we have time to. I don't want to cause my parents to think that I am purposely trying to rebel against them, I just want to enjoy life with someone that I care for, but if my parents think that I am lying or trying to rebel, they have the power to go and take away my internet and/or my computer, which is my only way of contacting my mate through skype. I don't have a cellphone, and my Mom has passwords over my Ipod, so if I loose my computer, I will be forced to never see my mate again. I worried and tried to plan what to do every day on what to do. Lately, I have been open about my orientation to my friends irl, so should I need it, I have people to fall back on. I don't know if I should tell my parents that I am gay or not, and if I should tell them the truth about my mate. What if they ask and threaten to punish me if I say yes? I don't want to be ripped apart from my bf, I just want my parent's blessings. Please reply if anyone here is going/went through a similar situation or knows someone that did or just knows stuff.
~Zoraki Husky
~Zoraki Husky
Name Change!
Posted 11 years agoFrom now on, I shall be addressed to as Zoraki the Husky! ^W^ XP
Motivation
Posted 11 years agoI will be uploading more drawings and stuff eventually, it's just I have shorter days with school work and earlier bedtimes >_<, oi at least my parents haven't found out the fact that I am furry, which is another long story.
(so can't wait to fucking move out)
(so can't wait to fucking move out)
School
Posted 11 years agoFeel so sad that school's here. Since I am in Online school this semester, I will have a lot of work and pressure of that of a normal High School.... minus any social activity. Idk what to do, I feel nervous and depressed about this.
Ish my bithday!
Posted 11 years agoI am going to be 15 (tommorow is my real birthday but I am celebrating it today since it's convenient)
The story of Lotsa Schitt
Posted 11 years agoI have been depressed on and off the last couple days, what a shame too, I was really feeling happy about life for once. After a long argument with Dad the other night, dead and empty feelings, which once again come back even harder when I least expect it, and the fact that I have no purpose in life, since I am a spoiled brat, I guess, I really don't know what to do... I am sorry I am so depressing as a person, for that is the feeling I seem to have most of the time, not to mention I can't go back to school I just found out, won't be able to socialize with friends irl, I think maybe I just don't have a reason to exist in life, no I am not suicidal, I just don't know that if I have any point in existing. If you need anything explained please comment here or on skype.
~Love, Zorori Husky
~Love, Zorori Husky
Vacation
Posted 11 years agoWill be up visiting Grandma and family, won't be on for a week, and stuff.
But if you wanna leave a message or flirt, go right ahead X3
But if you wanna leave a message or flirt, go right ahead X3
To my Minecraft friends:
Posted 11 years agoIf you don't know me off of Doridian, disregard this
Lately, Minecraft hasn't been up my ally, it's not too appealing atm. It doesn't mean I won't be on ever again, I just don't have any interest right now.
Lately, Minecraft hasn't been up my ally, it's not too appealing atm. It doesn't mean I won't be on ever again, I just don't have any interest right now.
Con issues
Posted 11 years agoSimply put, I can't go to AC ever until I move out 3 years from now. My parents forbid it.
What a shame too, it's my friend's first con, but nope I am stuck here doing nothing because fun is apparently a sin.
What a shame too, it's my friend's first con, but nope I am stuck here doing nothing because fun is apparently a sin.
Cute pick up lines
Posted 11 years agoOne for my husky bf any ideas?
Relationships
Posted 11 years agoThis is Zorori, and I have another dilemma lately. Idk if what I am doing is right or what anymore...
I was in a relationship up until very recently, and my bf was a nice guy, but we really didn't share any interests at all. I felt like the relationship was too boring, unexciting. Today I told him the truth, he was sad about it, I know I would be, I had that happen to me many times. I promised I would help him find a better man, one that will be in his interests. Idk what to do, and idk what I did was the right thing or not.
I was in a relationship up until very recently, and my bf was a nice guy, but we really didn't share any interests at all. I felt like the relationship was too boring, unexciting. Today I told him the truth, he was sad about it, I know I would be, I had that happen to me many times. I promised I would help him find a better man, one that will be in his interests. Idk what to do, and idk what I did was the right thing or not.
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