I was (9) year(s) old!

THE GOOD --

Favorite toy

Then - my toy cars
Now - my pc when not used to work

Favorite TV show

Then - pokemon
Now - sword art online

Favorite movie

Then - the fox and the hound
Now - Wreck it ralph hahaha

Favorite color

Then - blue and gray
Now - cyan and silver (same thing but better)

Favorite past time

Then - playing with my friends until late afternoon
Now - staying with my friends until late night

Favorite food

Then - Pizza
Now - sushi

Favorite band or singer

Then - tatiana (the queen of the kids in mexico)
Now - mago de oz

Best subject

Then - Studies of the earth
Now - economy

Best friend

Then - Daniel
Now - in the real world -The big machina- (pedro)/ here gussy and saila

Best memory

Then - Going to sea world
Now - going to the beach with my best friend and make her my girlfriend there

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THE BAD --

Most hated food

Then - anything with mustard
Now - anything with mustard and/or mayoneese

Most hated activity

Then - homework
Now - homework

Most hated chore

Then - taking care of my baby brother
Now - thaking care of the same dumb kid from above

Most hated subject

Then - Spanish
Now - learning to learn (yes that is a freaking college assignature here)

Most hated TV show

Then - anything scary (it scared me a hell lot)
Now - anything scary (it really bores me a lot and dont scare me)

Most hated band or singer

Then - The menudo
Now - Justin beaver

Most hated color

Then - pink (too girly)
Now - yellow (too bright)

Worst enemy

Then - the tipical bully, careaga
Now - prepotent people

Worst memory

Then - my grandparent died
Now - one of my cousins who was a really good friend died

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ASPIRATIONS --

What do I want to do most with my life (or what are you doing now that you enjoy or would rather be doing)?

Then - be like my dad and having a work like his
Now - living a peaceful life oh and avoiding the thing from above

What do I define success as?

Then - fun and friends
Now - peace and hapiness with the people that you love

Where do I want to live?

Then - USA it seemed a fun place back then
Now - due my allergy to the sun (yeah i have one of those) anyplace with a lot of coulds or cold

What would you say to your other self?

Then - How is the future? i am someone important? can i go there?!
Now - shh kid, just enjoy what you have cause the time flies and then you reach the point where you only can look back

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as i said this sounded like fun and it really was, even made me think about my past, chiao

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4033734/ <- there there go and try

hehe come here for more info :3 -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4005066/

well there is an amazing raffle from  operationfluff
of this pic http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9086573/
the sketch looks neat, come and give a try
here -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3948646/

woah, i cant believe that i got already 2000 (and 6) favs by now, i am really happy, i remember when i used to draw something and it only gets 1 fav.

i am glad that some of you like my pics *shows tongue* for thanking you i will draw pics for some of the people who faved my last 100 (and 6) pics, thanks for everyone

i love this place

here here is squigglepaws and her comic idea, come to check
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3839385/

here come here for it  masterleo
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781220/

hiya hi here is  tatergator
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781235/









by the way here is mine http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3756881/

this little foxy is going to do a little art raffle. i will use a program to chose random numbers. there will be 3 winers

requisites
-a ref of a pic to know how you look like, no letter descriptions
-what you want me to draw you


- (OPTIONAL) people who send a picture with the pose that they want will get 2 numbers
- NO NEED of pimp journals

-if you have a pose that look neat (or call my attention) and you dont win your post will get treates as a request-

yep as i said my pc is back and my art is going to start to be uploaded again...
well i need to download the drivers of certains things cause i have lost the discs but well, with my tablet on the way and other things coming i might do a raffle as soon as i finish my pending things and custom back my pc that is all wiped out

hiya hi there is this raffle here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3715546/
i just chekced her art and is really neat, come and take a try  WolfMoonDesires

i say this from  kay~ and it seemed funny

Use this pkmn generator(x5) http://www.wyncorporation.com/pokemon/index.php

1. This Pokémon is your best friend.
#55 – Golduck (i need to look for new friends)

2. This Pokémon is your boss that you need to impress for a promotion.
#505 – Watchog (...)

3. This Pokémon is your partner for your science project.
#555 – Darmanitan (WTF is that!)

4. This Pokémon is looking for every way possible to murder you.
#152 – Chikorita (its so little)

5. This Pokémon is your mother-in-law.
#26 – Raichu

6. This Pokémon is your boyfriend/girlfriend.
#244 – Entei (come on it doesnt even has gender)

7. This Pokémon is your ex.
#642 – Thundurus

8. This Pokémon stalks you every waking moment.
#40 – Wigglytuff (awws its cute)

9. This Pokémon likes to snuggle with you.
#176 – Togetic (nya)

10. This Pokémon ate all your cheesecake.
#52 – Meowth (come back pussy)

11. This Pokémon is what you felt in your bed last night.
#140 – Kabuto (agh creepy crawly thing)

12. This Pokémon banged your mom.
#129 – Magikarp (well its just a fish)

13. This Pokémon will do anything to try and get in your pants.
#479 – Rotom (...)

14. This Pokémon died by your own hands.
#274 – Nuzleaf (hahahaha)

15. This Pokémon is your loyal companion for life
#123 – Scyther (it is still a bug)

16. This Pokémon reads you bed time stories.
#451 – Skorupi (a tiny scorpion?)

17. This Pokémon is your loving pet.
#220 – Swinub (awwws its cute)

18. This Pokémon is your creepy dentist.
#327 – Spinda (he is confused and drunk... this is going to hurt)

19. This Pokémon is what you dream about every day.
#586 – Sawsbuck

20. This Pokémon is what you found in your basement when you moved into your new house.
#494 – Victini (woah i need a masterball right now)

hiya, here for 2 things
1. how can i get better, someone has a sugestion, i am really happy that my ratio favs v/s pics is already ,,,,, 10 favs per pic, so if you have a suggestion do tell

2. i doesnt have inspiration, so can someone give me ideas of what to draw? i will take requests from here, but saddly i will only draw the ideas that make my lazy hand to draw

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol (i am a worker in the wine area)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex (best friens)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex (cousins)
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family (best friend ever -again-)
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[ ] felt hurt
[ ] hurt someone
[ ] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[x] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbour

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [best friend again]
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[ ] seen an R-rated movie
[ ] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[ ] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[ ] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 27

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed
[ ] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 35
i am a baddie kids T_T i dont wanna

hiya hiya i will do free sketches of the major arcana [tarot] with this style http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6827192/ as they will be just sketches they will be done fast, you can pick any of these and if you think that someone fit the archetype point him/her that counts too, just tell me the numbr and the ref

i will respect the ref, if its a cub i will draw a cub if its an adult i will draw an adult

-girl only can be taken by sissies too and please spread the voice-

0- the fool [jugglar] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7442598/
1- magician http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7332374/
2- high priestess [only girls] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7479956/
3- th empress [only girls] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7442598/
4- the emperor [only boys] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7442598/
5- the high priest http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7479956/
6- the lovers if isnt picked in 3 days will be for someone

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the chariot cancelled

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[color=red]8- justice [taken for someone who i think that will fit the archetype]
9- the hermit http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7442598/
10- wheel of the fortune [taken for someone who i think htat fit the archetype]
11- strengt [only girls] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7460801
12- hanged man [only boys]
13- the arcana with no name /the death/ [i need a grim reaper of the wands and th cups] [coin pentacle] [sword pentacle] if cups and coin arent picked in 7 days will be given
[color=red]14- templance[girls only] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7460801
15- devil  jeffy
16- the tower [2 people]  krystalaristokats
17- the star [a girl] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7634832/
18- the moon [canid species only, 2 people] and mate http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7634832/
19- the sun http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7634832/

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the judgment canceled----
21- the world http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7634832/


last updat 07/02/12

i hate everyhing what is around me, i hate my familly, i hate my situation, i hate my job, i hate myself


if i had the chance of taking a bus and not returning to my house, i would take it
if i had the guts to shot myself i would do it
if i had the money to keep studing i would study

really i freaking hate my situation right now, and as soon as i get a chance to go out of this pit, i will take it and never comeback with this stupid thing called familly, or city, i will cut the roots with everything here

well i am 20 uh i mean 2 now, hehe well i am a little happy about my birthday and i want to thanks for all the blessings that i got this year

i love my brothers and having improved my art

i really enjoy to be here at the furry fandom and to be a lil babyfur, i love all the things that made me who i am

his has been a harsh couple of months and year ending, but its ok, even if i owe my as uh as uh bottom to my previous college its ok cause this will make me stronger

the only bad thing its that i caugh my bday sicky, my tummy and head hurts a lot *sniffles but simles a little* at least my mommy is taking care of me like at the old days

i know that maybe i can frustrate a lot with this question, but really, all the times that i do this one, someone coment something that help me to improve my art, hehe

how can i draw better? what i need? slowly i am getting more watchers and favs per pic and that help me to keep going but i dont know how to imrpove, and i want to be better for me and for the people who likes babyfur and or furry art.

maybe i need tutoria of how to draw hands hahaha!

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and if you care about my life and not my art

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well, i have been thinking about what happened, and at the end it made me stronger, yes, i dont have money nor job, and i was kicked out of the school but well that is the life, maybe the sun will bright more tomorrow, lets never loss the hope, because it is the most important thing.

pft at the end what are $100000 pesos, someday i will get back my papers and to study again
and at the end who cares if i have a lt of gray hairs at 19 soon to be 20, everyone get them at teh end

come come and be a lucky one
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:23481387

come here, a raffle thingy for someone that you like

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2998731/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2982608/

yeah it will look nice on your neck

well this is to hide the last journal and to ask advice again

i want to get better, better enough to get more trades or even comsions, some advice?. i know that if i got an apropiated tool like a tablet i would improve a freaking lot, te point its that dont have money, i am not dirt poor but the fact its that i am struggling a lot with the money and more with some money that need to pay to the school to keep my studies [10000 dollars/ 120000 pesos] so can someone give me advice that doesnt include buy a tablet

[edit] *smiles* well it happened, i am no longe an student, should i cut my hair as a simbol of -the lifegoes on-? *keep smiling and look at everything under this [/edit]


really, i am screwed, yes, this will be my first drama journal, maybe i am turning into a real furry now

i never tough that the church could do so much damage to someone, i never tough that the school could harm someone, i never tough that the people that once said that were my friends can turn arround so fast when i am in troubles, and less when said friend was a supposed man of God, i never tough that i would loss a full school year, well i did the last one, but i allways believed that if i was going to fail someday it would be for my own stupidity and not my economycal status.

i really got in very deep shit.

this make me thing that hope is useless, and that even if i allways hope for a better day, but the things get worse and worse, i never tough that my hope would be useless.

and being betrayed by a friend and by a fking priest when my faith in the church [i still believe in God, and hpe that he take pity of me, but i cant rely only in him cause i have to work too] i really hate this place, i really hate the woman that caused all this, not letting me to do a movement at the half of the semester and ironically not letting me to get a little of time to pay the school cause i didnt did that movement [yes she must have shit in the head to not remember that she didn let me to]

God or not God, its uselles all, there is no hope, cause right now while i write this the first final test starts.

and i have 2 hours to gatter 2000 or 700 dollars and pay

no more hope for me