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Sorry I haven't been on much guys. Been too busy with work and just everyday stuff that I hardly get on the computer much anymore.

Anyways, hopefully moving out of my boyfriend's mother's place to our own place. Just need to acquire a car first and then the apartment will be the easy part. Gonna be moving in with a friend. Excited.

My birthday is this Saturday and I have already told everyone I know to just get me money for my birthday and Christmas. Need money to buy a car and everything. The good thing is that I'm getting a bunch of free shit like pots and pans and silverware and stuff like that that I'll need when we move out. At least I know I won't have to pay a lot for that kind of stuff and the money I would have used to buy all that stuff can go to rent or whatever.

Well, comment and let me know what's goin on with all of you guys.

Lata,
Z

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My boyfriend broke up with me yesterday. Through text. I did go and confront him and he said he didn't know himself anymore and that he wants a chance for us to grow as friends seeing as we rushed into a relationship. I was starting to accept that as the day went on. And then I get on Facebook of all things and find out he's in a relationship. I was so mad. I went and confronted him again (I mean he said he was going to just be by himself for a while and not see even his best friends). He tells me, when I get to his house for a second time that day, that he has a chance to know and be with his daughter. He never told me he had a daughter. And the girl he's with is the mother. He could have gone about that situation completely differently. He could have sat me down and said look I have a chance to know my daughter and I would have told him to do it because everyone deserves a chance to know their own child. But he broke my heart. If he ever, EVER, wants to get back together again, it's going to take a hell of a lot for me to forgive him and for him to earn my trust back again.

I'm just going to concentrate on school and work and saving up and my future. I'll have fun and fool around on the weekends, but no relationships for a long time.

Does anyone know of a way to make some quick easy cash? I have a job, but it's just not cutting it and I won't have a lot of time for a second job, but I need money to last me between paychecks. Some advice or ideas would be greatly appreciated.

Depending on how much my pay check is tomorrow, I might be getting my first tattoo. So excited! It's gonna hurt though! I'm getting the hexagon medical sign colored in red and the little dragon thing black and then below it I'm going to have Penicillin written in a simple black cursive. It's going on my inner left wrist. It's better than a bracelet or necklace that could fall off during an accident. I mean if they're too busy to read my chart to see I'm allergic to penicillin (they might be in a rush to oh i don't know save my life. no big deal), then they would be really stupid not to see that shit on my wrist. It'll be the only tattoo that will be visible on my body. All the others will be able to be hidden underneath clothing until I really get settle in my vet career.

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Wow I just realized I only have like two drawings of my tigress. That kinda sucks. Wish I could pay someone to do an awesome commission for me, but I have no money. Oh well. I'm gonna try drawing again. Let's see how this goes. I miss drawing so much so I think it's time to get back to it. I'm gonna attempt to draw my fursona and varriations of her and figure out something unique to put on her that will only be unique to her. If you have any ideas to some unique markings or anything, please do share :)

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My 18th birthday is today and I've already cried. Gonna be an amazing day :D

I just spent 13 hours in Harkins waiting in line for the midnight premier of Breaking Dawn. Got there at 1 pm yesterday and just got home, today, at 3 in the morning. The best movie I have seen in a long time. It actually stayed true to the book and was amazing. Fuck yea.

Had an amazing girl's day with my sister Rin. Watched twilight and made pigs in blankets with cheese sauce and had awesome cookies and just dyed our hair in preparation for the midnight showing of Breaking Dawn. We are going to get there so early tomorrow to wait in line. Gonna grab the blankets and sleeping bags and pillows and food and movies and books and ipods. Ahhhh yea. So ready for this. It was so nice today and it will be so great tomorrow. Can't wait :D

I've come to the revelation that I need to go back to my roots. I have lost sight of the real me in these last few months. Years maybe. I have strayed from the person that I was and I now realize that that person is the person I have always wanted to be. I'm going back to my roots. Country-loving girl who lives to help animals, who reads nonstop, draws whenever she feels like it, focuses on school and yet has plenty of time for friends. And the girl who never lied to her parents. No more of the old. Here is to the new me, the old me, the new old me. Ha. I will get into college and I will do what I want in this life. We only have one life to live. Don't just throw it away. I don't plan to. I plan to live my life to the ultimate.

I hope this weekend will be the last time I have to babysit for this lady. Her kid is adhd, 4 years old, and no meds. He goes to bed at 11 at night, eats whatever he wants, constantly whines and cries all the time when he doesn't get his way, and he has no discipline. Then the lady acts like a teenager all the time. She complains about being exhausted and tired all the time, but she doesn't put her son on meds, doesnt put him in a regular routine, and all the sugary foods does not help either. I made a deal with her to babysit to pay off 500 for the car that my parents bought, but my dad doesn't like me driving all the way to Ahwatukee and staying from Friday night to Sunday morning. She used to pay me 75 a weekend (25 a day). Now she is paying me 50 a weekend, combining Friday night and Sunday morning as one day. She cut back to keep me here longer. My dad is going to pay off the rest of it and have me call her later in the week and tell her I got a job. I mean she's sweet, but come on. I was expecting to have a three day weekend. Now I have a one day weekend. Well gotta go. Dinner is ready. Spaghetti, my favorite. That should put me in a better mood.

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I love only having 3 classes and getting out at 10:40 a.m. :D Finally fixed my schedule yesterday. Now band is out and choir is in. And I don't have to go up and down the stairs like I used to. Now my first period is up stairs, second is down, and third is across the campus and then I'm out! Ahhhh yea :P Loving this year so far <3

So my laptop isn't working anymore. For some reason it won't hold a charge. I don't know if it's the charger cable or the actual plug in on the laptop, but since it won't hold a charge, it won't start up. I love that laptop! It was so awesome! And I just spent like thirty bucks on a new fan for it, too. Well I guess that was a waste. That laptop ran so good.

So I am now in the market for a new laptop. If you know someone who is selling or has an extra laptop that is in good condition and runs, please let me know. I don't have a lot of money, but I do need a new laptop. Thank you so much

So I'm house sitting in my old town right next door to my old house and I miss it over here a lot. I never wanted to leave and one day maybe I'll move back here. I would love to have my children grow up in the same town that I did, but at the same time I want to explore the world and I want my children to not have to grow up in this harsh desert. Tonight I am going to go for a nice long walk around my old neighborhood and allow all the old memories to just flow back. A trip down memory lane might be just what I have been missing. So much has changed down here, but I can still see the remnants of that not too long ago past and all the good times that were spent around this town and these people.

I have been up here in the pines of Arizona since Sunday. It is beautiful and cool up here. It is so nice to be able to escape the heat and house back in Phoenix. I can actually go outside and go for a walk without worrying that I will fall over with heat stroke. You walk outside and you aren't immediately sweating. Went to Flagstaff today and I am just having a really nice time up here.

But no matter how far away I am from her, my mother still manages to ruin my day. She can suck my fat cock.

I can't wait to go camping with my Blue up here and have it just be us. We need to get away from the hectic city life and get back to our roots. I need to get back down to the valley so I can see my mate. It's been too long without seeing him. I miss him so much. I love you baby <3

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My family and I were out looking for houses today because we have to move in a month. We were looking out in New River on one of the back roads when my dad suddenly stopped and backed up. Lying on the side of the road near a ditch was a new black duffel bag and about a dozen bottles of water. Someone is living in that ditch and people are trying to help him or her. I haven't been able to stop thinking about this since we saw it. Arizona's economy is one of the worst, if not the worst, economy in America right now, and it is only getting worse. Everyday I wake up and worry about my family and if we are going o make it through this. If we will eventually have to reserve to soup lines and living with another family. But, above all, I worry about my boyfriend. He has no job, no insurance so he can drive his car, he is living with his mother and her husband, no one will help him. I don't have a car or a job and I am miles away from him. My head is full of the what ifs of the future. I don't know how long he can last living like this. How long can any of us last? Will James and I make it to the future? Will we have enough money to get our own place, live our own lives, have children? When will this country come out of the depression that we have put ourselves into? I just want to know that we will be fine and the future is not dull and dark like what we are going through today. That is all I want to know.