After being thinking for a while I've made up my mind to leave this place and dA too.
It's because of me, I wasn't being honest with you.
I am a kind of person that likes to see other people's work to "challenge" them and I always try to be better than the others because I feel inferior (weird huh?).
I feel weird when seeing others improving a lot and I'm left way behind, kinda scares me and makes bit jealous.
So all those previous journals about wanting critique, well I think they weren't true after all, but I didn't do it on purpose... I don't really know.

I must admit, I am also a jealous person, it is sad, yes, I'm jealous in love and even on furry fandom pics. But that's the least reason I want to leave this place.

So I cannot allow myself being consumed by this kind of emotions that don't really help me on my art improving (of all kinds).

I liked meeting people here, I met a lot of interesting and funny people, I chat with some of you on msn and so. I really had some good times in here, but also I had bad times too.

I apologize for the things I've said that weren't "nice" to you, and I apologize again for I am going to clean my gallery, watch list, everything, I must have to do it.

Good-bye