I havent been very active on here namely due to my extreme depression
I been struggling to cope with as of late...

my cunt ex friend got me banned from DA while she contuies to say lies about me and bully on my friends..well..my girlfriend only..since everybody else lift me alone no goodbyes no nothing just..kissing her dead wolfaboo ass hoping to get fame and free artwork..It hurt but..I shouldnt be too surprised by it on in they only wanted to be friends with me to get to her ugly ass anyway...I mean..I only hope they get my appea this time and not get ignore me or a copy of the same thing I said... like they did two months ago..DA staff are lazy mooks no jokes...they just banned and go along no questions..nothing..*sign*
oh well..It sucks to be me I guess
some people here just..wants me around for free artwork or just don't want to talk to me..just ignore me or tell me no
OR because I know queen wolfaboo..I hate to be that type of ex but she made me like that still beating on the dead horse trying to make some kind of butthurt stand or some shit instead of being a grow up...but no..I guess I gave her something to cry to her rainbow pack about...
ugh sorry about that I guess

anyway I made this journal
if anyone here who is interested would like to chat with me on skype?
or email just..please no art begging...I haven't drew in months...I own commissions too yet..I didn't do that..if I own you a request I will do them..just not every two mins you remind me of said request..
no calling me names or shit yes I understand you are it's friend honestly I COULD GIVE A RATS ASSHOLE.

I just..need to start over? make new friends I guess..
I just want somebody to talk with who will care or talk to me as a friend NOT a tool for free stuff

its juggalokay nothing else to it
just all in one word.?