...Abandonment could hurt less than this does right now...

Today, I found out my girlfriend is dead. *sigh* She was a beautiful, intelligent...unfortunate woman, with a heart of gold and eyes that could outshine the heavens...She brought back a meaning to love in my life, and that is something I could never repay her for...

It's funny, really...How simple online flirting can become something so intimate and endearing over time, leaving you dreaming every night of spending the rest of your life together with this significant other that helped pull you away from the shadows of this dismal reality.

I want to accept that there won't be a happy ending for me, but that wouldn't be right of me; Even if we were never to meet one another in person, I know she would want me to never give up and find happiness in my life, just as I wouldn't want her to.

Please pay your respects to my girlfriend Ryou Asakura...She has done nothing but deserved the open-hearted kindness of others, even in the face of her own tragedies in life.