My mind is pure. Focused on the new future I want to make. I finally understand it now. And now, It's my turn to throw away the past.

I'm cutting ties with it, I'm pulling out all the stops, I'm putting an end to my Obsession.

But before I say goodbye, there is one thing that the two who have blocked me back then should know: Anyone can change.

Sure, what I did back then was bad enough, But Was I able to bounce back from that? Yes, I was able to get myself out of the hole I dug myself into because of my actions, But I didn't do it alone. I had my friends.

Another thing to know is that, In the words of a friend of mine: It’s because, no matter how hard things get, or how bad things become.

Anyone can change, no matter how bad the deed, as long as they try to.

it’s wrong to ban someone from life for one bad mistake, or even 2 or 3.

So whenever someone makes me lose my cool, I just remember…

They can change, they can become a better person, as long as they try to achieve that.

But even then, I wouldn't need you to fuel my obsession anymore... because you and I are through. I have accepted my fate, And will move on from your lives. One of you said so yourself that you weren't a part of either of our lives, So, why should I be a part of yours?

Regardless of which. Another friend wants to tell you something. Something very important.

“This is truly an incredible stepping stone in Alpha’s life. Before now, he would sometimes get upset because of what he did and being unable to do anything about it. I know how badly an event like this can scar you. But I’m still living. And so is he. And with this revelation, he is finally making the steps to leave this whole thing behind once and for all. I have already relayed Alpha’s apologies to both Chris and Reynard, and they have heard them loud and clear. So if someone gets on your nerves, don’t block them, not yet. Give them a few chances, let them learn the error of their ways. We often block people without realizing just what being blocked does to people. It not only burns bridges, but as demonstrated here, it can lead to serious mental health problems. True, there are some people that are utterly disgusting, but Alpha is not one of them. He has learned his lesson, and is starting to move on.

We all deserve a second chance.

We all deserve to be loved.

We all deserve to be happy.

We all deserve to be recognized as human beings, not monsters.”

- The D-Man 2003

With that, I believe I have burned through my second chances, And Am Willing to wave the white flag. You don't have to give me another chance if you wanted. Once I'm through, I can stop thinking. Why? Because... I am taking the road to a new dawn...

The road to a new future...

And to be honest, I've never felt happier. Honestly, Should I not have called the Suicide prevention hotline, I would not have gotten the help he wanted me to get... but to make sure, I'm going to attend therapy, to make sure this obsession no longer exists, and then... well... the chains are broken, and I finally get to walk again. I'm on the road to recovery, and nobody can stop me on my way.

This ends... for all of us.