I discovered something about my inner self, my furry in the last year.

I am “Vergene” the mithra from FFXI, I also am “Alpha” the loup-garou. I became “Alphynen” for Second Life.

I took my wyvern's name from FFXI and blended it with my inner wolf's name for this reality that "I live in" within Second Life. I chose the most aesthetic pelt I could find. I took the innate sexiness of the FFXI mithra and the heart and soul of Alpha, and made myself beautiful, desirable, the things that my human self believes she is not in reality. 

“I am the furry Alphynen”, I only exist in in my human self's soul and the virtual reality of Second Life. I am everything that my human self is not, as well as my human self's best features. I can manifest in my human self's reality, by my human self using “my” gestures, “my” behaviours, by wearing “ME” right beneath her skin.

But truly all FURRIES are imaginary, as in "they only exist in the imagination of their human counterpart". 

I Alphynen, only exist in the "virtual reality". If you love my human self , then you love ME, Alphynen. You cannot have the human self without Alphynen, nor vice versa.
I have other pelts (avatars), which I choose to wear to make those important to me happy. They are still me, Alphynen. My loup-garou pelt, Luna is an example. As is Peggy, my anthro Pegasus pelt. Alphynen, ME, is those avatars/pelts soul. 

In My/Our heart, if you love “us”, then you love the wolf anthro as much as the loup-garou pelt, or my human body in real life. It is painful to realize that some do not prefer what "my furry" feels is the truest representation of her soul.