So, I am in the annoying position of having just been low on energy and everything for the past few... Weeks? Months?

It is that type of exhaustion that robs you of doing the things that you usually feel like leisure. In my case just making me aware of what I want to do but absolutely mystifying me on how to do it again.

So, just... Flinging it out there in a journal. Partially because I desire attention and mostly because I need to just write it down so it's stored for now. Taking the time to rest first etc.

I've been looking at old projects I followed on this site in particular that I am currently feeling envious of: particularly Bogrim's tournament!

It is just... Fun? To see the interaction it has. Participant commenting as if theyre muffled because their character got gagged. The voting in general. Things like that.

I mostly am just plagued by the want to play with bondage, men getting stuck in predicaments etc but I just lack the capacity to make something anyone could engage with. And that is what I end up wanting?

So yeah, guess it is mostly me dedicating to... Rest? So I can feel more like myself, babble about fun bondage things. Maybe make new friends to talk bondage with!

We'll see, rest first I guess. Ugh.