Hello everyone, Aqua here.

A month ago i've been babbling about revealing something that might compromise my reputation at large in this website, and i decided to leave it to the readers to figure out for themselves, leaving clues in the avatar and the title of the journal because i was too afraid of telling it myself, not knowing those fears would increase due to my lack of honesty with my audience. Well, today is when i blow those fears away, because i need to get it out of my chest.

I. Aquatic Chameleon, am a lover of bare feet..... or to be more precise, walking/playing/doing silly stuff with feet. This is something that i had since my teenage years. I'm am perfectly aware of the sensual side to this attraction, but the main drive for me is the idea of feeling textures in my toes, hanging around my favorite place on my bare soles is so cool and awesome and chill to me.

And sometimes i wish that i could go the extra mile, more often. Something like kicking back and relaxing in a hammock, chilling out with a dear friend in our bare feet, maybe even paint an entire canvas with nothing else but my soleprints. I also wish i could've gotten more into it early on my liftetime. Every now and then, i pull off a barefoot walkin some places...On the beach, the supermarket, on my way back home i knowing there's no one else that can say no to it.

Because i feel free.

And if that's not your cup of tea, you are more than free to walk away. Because as much as i love this feeling, i know it isn't (and honestly shouldn't be) the most important thing in my life. And i need to remind this every time in the future when i delve in this subject. Just because i ramble non-stop about it like i'm doing right now, doesn't mean i don't remember what's really important for myself. I have to worry about my well-being most of all, and work for a steady future for myself.



I'm glad i got that out of my system. If you got to the very end, thank you for reading.
P.S.: As of April 7th, 2024, this journal has been edited. Hopefully it's less depressive than the first time around.
Love you all.