so long ive been standin in the rain
tryin to hold in all the pain
bleeding out through hidden scars
walkin in the diom light of the stars

the road is lost in the dark sky
i call out but no one ever hears my cry
the lightning flashes through the steely skies
im still a shadow in other eyes

i can only keep movin on
but is it worth it all alone
tryin to find where i went wrong
and keepin quiet for so long

i dont want to feel like this anymore
but i need someone to help me fight in this war
someone to heal all my hidden scars
and to mend my broken heart

i can only keep movin on
but is it worth it all alone
the lightning flashes through the steely skies
im still a shadow in other eyes

...my next song i wrote a little while back its rather long but its almost complete i will accept any ideas for changes and i might changwe it depending on how it fits

lost inside myself
-sentiao

why did things have to get this bad
only getting worse every day
cant see my tears out in the rain
and all you ever are is sad
you know it didnt have to be this way
we didnt have to go through all this pain

im never callin out your name
i know your cryin out for me
all the memories crammed inside the shelfs
and things will never be the same
you said you nevver needed me
and now im lost inside myself

you said you dont need me anymore
but now i mean so much more
than a distant memory
now forever lost in time

no im not ever comin back
for you to fall into my arms
so dont come back for me
if all i do is cause you harm
in all the memoris inside the shelfs
now i know im lost inside myself

now i only want something better
something more than we ever were
ive burned all your love letters
and forget your knocking at the door

the momories lost inside the shelves
you know you lost something inside yourself
i heard now al your dreams are chrushed
all i was for was to satisfy your lust

you said you never needed me
now im lost inside myself


Next
when you try but you dont succeed
when you get all you want and nothing that you need
and you realize your stuck in reverse
not even knowing it could be worse

sitting there every day
with every moment wasting away
your sitting there crying
without even shedding a tear

always down looking away
when ive been beside you every day
waiting for you to open your eyes
to help you not give into the lies

time to start moving on
living your life
leave everything else in the past
know what i say is true so take my hand
i will carry you

sitting there every day
with every moment wasting away
your sitting there crying
without even shedding a tear

always down looking away
when ive been beside you every day
waiting for you to open your eyes
to help you not give into the lies

when you try but you dont succeed
when you get all you want and nothing that you need
and you realize your stuck in reverse
not even knowing it could be worse

time to start moving on
living your life
leave everything else in the past
know what i say is true so take my hand
i will carry you


Next
i remember all those times you said you loved me
and all those things you used to say so sweetly
but where are you now tryin to run back to me
[where did all the good times go]

did they leave when you said your never coming back
or did they ever exist, at the first time we kissed
now im not gonna ever look your way
cuz all you are is somebody from yesterday

what happened to that girl that said she loved me
thats now crying to come back to me
but i know she looks right on through me

you left me for some other man
the one you saw that night when you ran
away from my arms
cuz all i ever did was cause you harm
whenever, i spoke your name
[where did all the good times go]

did they leave when you said your never coming back
or did they ever exist, at the first time we kissed
now im not gonna ever look your way
cuz all you are is somebody from yesterday

all you did was break my heart
when we split apart
did my love even get to you
cuz all i got from you
was love that was never true


These were on my old FA and there will be more coming soon :3