I can post rants and personal stuff here right? Yes? Okay so I'll do that then.

I've been spoiled by RPGs like the Elder Scrolls and Fire Emblem Awakening it would seem. It's been just about 10 months since a cat with wings stole my heart and we started a relationship. Things are going absolutely fantastic, I can't complain about that. She accepts me for who I am, a fox with a pension to get emotional more often than I should and who has a submissive streak and I accept her for who she is, an empathic asexual cat who likes keeping her friends (and to a slightly more extreme degree her boyfriend) as pets. 10 months of gift giving, anime watching, restaurant touring and of cuddling, what more could a guy ask for? Things is, given my development of strong feelings for her (and I do really love her) I want to take our relationship to the next level. I regularly beat ideas around in my head about ways to propose to her and pull off a spectacular wedding because I've come to the conclusion that I'm happy now and being together more often would only make us happier.
Problem is, we're both still in college. I've got minimum 1 year (2 or 3 possibly if things go bad/well) and she has 2ish left herself. She's already told me that she has no interest in getting married until after we graduate and find jobs. I'm okay with that because I want her to be happy more than anything else but that doesn't change how much I now wish it were two years in the future so we could get on with our lives. After all, in a good story its the big events that are really the most breathtaking, the most emotional right? I write about stuff like that all the time and I just want a chance to experience it for myself.
I'm not going to say "when" or "if" about two years from now, for me that's too long of a wait. I'm working out whether or not I'd be able to get away with proposing on our 2 year and then being engaged for a year or so before we actually do get married. That's still over a year away though. I guess I don't really have any choice, I just hope I don't spend the next section of our relationship wishing it away for a possibility instead of actually enjoying it.

I take that back, I just hope that she doesn't find out I have a furaffinity account and find this otherwise she'll know and my entire plans will have to change...