A L C O H O L I O N E S S

Hello my darlings! 💖
Happy Easter, everyone! 🐰✨

Bunnies are multiplying rapidly in my gallery, so now they’re everywhere😂
Make sure to check out my new art series and join the bunny madness!
I still have plenty of fresh slots and a whole day ahead to… multiply bunnies — in art, of course!😏

You might be pleasantly surprised by the speed and quality you’ll get your bunny art, so don’t miss your chance and grab a sexy bunny suit here:
➡️ Easter Bunny YCH🐇

And on this wave of chaos, I want to share something more personal.

Well…
I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD.

Yaaay… I guess?

At least now it finally makes sense why everything around me always feels so chaotic.
And apparently, it was obvious to everyone except me.
My head has always been full of questions and doubts that only made things harder.
But now I finally have answers — and honestly, it feels like relief.

It took me a few years, but I finally went to a psychiatrist.
Lately, I’ve been doing a lot of reflection, trying to understand how to make life at least a bit more manageable and predictable.
You may have noticed how long I was holding onto the exhibition and updates…
and still ended up getting stuck in textures.

It was affecting my life a lot.
But now I’ve put a full stop to that question — I know that my brain just works differently.
My schedule will always have to respect that. I need to learn how to handle this energy better… maybe ride the wave instead of fighting it.

I don’t want to punish myself anymore for plans falling apart, for forgetting to show signs of life, for procrastinating and never completing a huge pile of plans and ideas.
I’m trying to accept that I’m not to blame.
I just don’t stand a chance arguing with chaos — it always decides in its own way.
I tried. For so long I’ve been hitting that wall that I feel like I might break instead.

So now… I’ll try something else.
Maybe I can make peace with it :)

I was also prescribed some medication to help regulate things. I’ve been slowly getting used to it since early spring, and honestly… it’s been a bit stressful.
Sometimes everything feels weird. Sometimes I want to climb the walls. Sometimes I just want to eat a ridiculous amount of cupcakes and stop existing for a moment.

But I’m trying to find my rhythm.
Or at least hoping that it finds me first.

Thank you so much for your understanding and constant support.
I always know I can come back here and be welcomed, accepted… and that means more than you can imagine.
I used to think: “How do people even tolerate me?”
Now I’m trying to accept that it’s not tolerance — it’s love.

Being this harsh on myself all the time is exhausting.
It destroys way more than it helps me reach some abstract “ideal” that only exists in my head. Honestly, most of those thoughts would be better turned off entirely.
The world would feel much simpler.

Sorry if this got a bit heavy — I really didn’t plan it, but… well, you know me😅

Thank you for being here! Hope you’re enjoying the holiday and having a wonderful time💖

Love you all, sending kisses, and keeping my stylus ready to draw a whole army of bunnies for you!🐰🔥

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