The subject says it all, I have had fun day today~

Also, 15th day of April is the beginning of Wappu on my university, so this means 17 days of parties, events, fun stuff and all kinds of things, So much to see, so much to do and spend money, I already have bough three more badges to attach to my university overalls.

I know I have been offline once again, but it seems to be difficult to stay online here. Mainly because I don't really feel this site so useful than before, I have my university interests and overall my life situation is different; I spend more and more time with my "normal" university friends, not so furry-persons afterall. At least they are totally ok with my furry things and my Bass nickname.

I have been busy with my computer, I have built and upgraded my audio-system here. I bought new Creative Sound Blaster Z -sound card for my pc, and it has been worth the money. Also, I bought new Creative Gigaworks T40 series II speakers, and I installed my older Sony stereos to my pc as well, so my full setup now looks like this http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=2zxwg3c&s=6 :3

Music is my main hobby, my lifestyle and I have been seriously thinking if I should pick music and audio stuff for my profession as well. I could easily combine all of my studies, interests, hobbies and digital gadgets to one piece, and decide to study audio and digital/analog signal processing and stuff like filters, amplifiers, encoders, file systems and other stuff. Acoustics and overall looks are nice things too, speakers are not just black boxes, as they could be something beatiful as well. The point is, for the first time in my life ever, I know what I want to do with my life here, and what I will be focusing for the future. And it feels great, now I have precise goal to aim for and educate myself better.

What else... well, father is still the same.. actually I think he is worse than ever, literally. He had his hernia cut off, and he has been weak. Grandmother was at hospital for two weeks, she had some heart and lung problems, father was so stressed about her. Grandma is now okay and lives at her home, but father is so... devastated with his life... He is certain that he will quit his cow farm by this summer, and just do something else. He is soon bankrupt as well, he had 4.000 euros bill for his house and other buildings, 500 euros electric bill and other expenses. How on earth my old sick father can cultivate all the fields, do the forest works, raise and milk the cows, repair and use tractors, do all the household chores and paper work for Finland and EU as well? Its simply impossible for him, and he must do something else.. I have said that to him clearly, it is my opinion as well. I do feel worried about my father, but not so sad or stressed.

Also, talking about stress and depression, I have talked with my psychiatrist and I am currently taking half the depression medicine I used to have; I will be off by four weeks, no medicine what-so-ever since that. I dont feel depressed anymore, in fact, I do feel awesome, I have had so much fun and busy times for ten weeks I guess, I am excited what will happen next and my new audio setup has been fun to listen :3

Overall, life is good, and I am now 21 years old. My studies are proceeding fine, and I have been looking for some summer jobs, but havent got any responds yet. I am not too confident whether I will get any job for this summer, but Im okay with it. At least I am not stressed about my summer jobs, as I know I have tried my best this time.

That is all, more journals later, but I cant promise anything. Good night for now, its 1am again.