OK, today I'm in a writing mood for some reason, pardon me for any spelling/grammatical mistakes, I'm bad at writing in my native language, in english I may be even worse xD
Ignoring the first kinda vent-y journal (which I'm not sure if I'll delete or not) I wanna make an actually more "useful" one to kinda get to know me a biiiit better and maybe avoid any confusion or mistakes when referring to me

SO, gender. I have lots and none at the same time
To start off, I'm still a bit questioning about what I am or identify as, but I strongly lean between agender or genderfluid, and I consider myself part of the non-binary spectrum.

I oftentimes use They/Them pronouns and strongly prefer these to any other, even if I'm really chill with any. I sometimes really like it/its pronouns too, they really feed my creature-like feelings so if you wanna use them feel free to do so ;03
When more "fem-presenting" I'm starting to discover I really like she/her pronouns so if you feel like using these in those situations you'll make me a happy gal o.o

My perception of myself and my identity tends to be varied, I have periods of time where I feel I wanna be more "manly", with a more "bara" look or stuff like that, other times where I wanna be more fem-presenting and others where I'm more "critter".
You can see this in my numerous sona variants, there are some who I usually draw more like gals, others who are more "manly" (tho I don't think I've posted many), but the strong contender is the "third secret thing", critter.

I love being a kinda unidentified creature :03

As you may see tho I often like to have boobs and honestly having a chubby body-type would be the best fitting situation for how I wanna look irl >.<

I don't think I'm dysphoric but at the same time I'm not sure, I have some days where I am a bit pushed down and depressed because of people reminding me I don't look anything like my sonas or that i don't actually have boobs or comments like that

Please be wary of referring to me as a "girl-boy", a "futa", "femboy", or any sort of thing that implies I'm still a male, I know the assets I have but PLEASE disregard these.
Even though some times I may identify or express myself more as a "man", I still am not, so if you can please respect that ^^

That being said, I'm still experimenting a lot because I came out relatively recently, thanks to my sweet friends who made me understand myself a bit more. But recapping what I said, what is Sebo? I don't belong to any gender but I like having various expressions depending on various times, but if I had to find something I'm more inclined to, it is "creature", idk how to explain it well

If you've read up to this point then you deserve a biig hug, thanks for coming to my ted talk xD