Got Back From Confuzzled 2016

I just got back home in Liverpool today around 3pm ish on Tuesday 31st, from The anthro (or Furry) convention Confuzzled 2016. When I arrived in the event, I felt a great nerves, seeing men and women in big creature costumes, some in canines, felines, partly dressed, horses, dragons, otters, anthro game characters, bears, dears, a Judge Dread character and lot others. I went in and filmed some clips for hat & shades from Friday 27th to Monday 30th.

As the Opening ceremony starts as the dance music and event plays, I felt a great emptiness of myself, seeing the joy and energy of friendly and love around me, yet I felt nothing...as if the experience felt unreal for me. I start thinking about the event and thought about my perspective, maybe my doubts cursed by my awareness of no matter how much you enjoy or make the moment, it will not last or all of it is not real, as reality doesn't not have any actual anthro people, as its purely pretend, the experience could of been knowing how artificial the event felt to me. I started to get more and more lost as I think about it, seeing no matter how much I enjoy it, it will pass, like a quotes from the near ending for Bladerunner about the moments we have before we die "like Tears in the rain" as the antagonist points it. I honestly did my best to get in the feel, wearing special multi colour shades as the lights becomes 3D around the DJ room, however i did not dance, as i walk around with my hand behind me while self analysing. Could be my empty lone thoughts be from tiredness, as I was up for nearly 24 hours form Liverpool to the event in Birmingham. As I think how little the joy last, only made myself worst, as I became a Great odd feel of sadness inside me. So...as the ceremony quits down a bit I walked out, got myself cider and sat by wooden chair and table outside by a small lake, one chair was broken slightly so I sat another by it. I was Feeling tired and possibly trying to adapt the situation but I felt black mood and quite.....(clears his glasses and water off from his face) sorry reader...just a silly fool wolf over seeing things, lest I can say I'm a honest fool.

As i sat by the table feeling complex, a kind stranger behind my back left viewer and said "hay, can I sit with you?" feeling a bit surprised yet honoured of someone's company with me, as I welcome him gladly. His username (or fursona name) is Mariday or The Mariday he likes to call it, talks to me about how am i feeling as I was sitting to myself. I basically tolled him " oh I should be OK, just adapting to social environments as I'm not used to being around with groups of people, so my biological feels is acting up a bit" as i was avoiding to get more tears off while maintaining a smart and calm mode, wearing my hat and tinted shades that hides my tears a little. we talked about bit about my situation, as I gotten philosophical and share some deep thoughts about the convention with Mariday. We started talking about guardians of the glalx..(wait not heheh) Hitchhiker's guide of the galaxy, as we talked about how highly smart and funny it is, like space is big, really big, the meaning of the universes is 42 and a restraint at the end of the universes, Mariday even tell me how I should listen to the radio of Hichickers of the Galaxy and he reminded me the entire time I was in Confuzzled. As we talked, I started to feel better and think clearly about the event. I stand up and I offer him a drink, as my way of thanking him for talking his time for sharing my thoughts with him. we went out the same spot and talked more before he went off and do his thing, I got his number and his Username on my phone. I felt grand again, feeling more content and the need to welcome myself to others with love and kindness. As Mariday left to his thing, I walk by and seen someone upset as now I got to do my best to help out, I asked kindly "hay man, you feeling okay mate?" as he was upset that his friend didn't come up over the event as he spend a lot of pounds to get here, I hugged the man and offer my number in case he ever likes to talk, his name is Luke and he tells me he will be okay just adapting, like I was. he got a bit better when i talked to him later on phone, as I like him to be happy and loved.

I mat quite the few interesting characters, met a large older bear (Dack49) who showed me a second trailer of Star Trek Beyond and his commission art of himself, I met a political scientist, a security volunteer (Ironclad) who have knowledge of the integrity of British military today, after talking about insane betrayals of 2000's to 2010's of military shooters from a game talk group. A friend I met on-line (omni) who I got him 2 birthday gifts, people in creature costumes and even some artiest, writer, craft makers. I later met a American doctor who I have little info about before, what I herd later is his name is Dr. Samuel Conway (Nickname Kagemushi Goro or Uncle Kage), who is the Chairman of Anthrocon and Titled "King of the furries" I may have said some american and a German in the first timer session, witch I have little knowledge about the 2 gentlemen till now. a security man who works or head runner for Eurofurence in Germany, thou i shall look more detail in the near future.

The event have many surprises, many odd, many adventurous & stimulating moments, exotic and erotic items, some depth topics and interesting ideas. Confuzzled in Hillton hotel of Birmingham has been an extraordinary and wonderful experience for me, even if I felt sad in the last furioke, knowing how all this will end, I looked around and see how the people interact with each other, loving each other, thinking how I will not forget any of these amazingly mad and beautiful people. I may not have filmed all I seen and experienced, I made What is needed form this Wonderful event for me. My memories will fade and my existence will die a way in time thou knowing this I can say, what I seen, recorded, people I met and photo taken with, will last for all time, maybe not for me but to future people who will make their own events like Confuzzled.

My Time In Confuzzled 2016
By BlackWolf100

My Time in Confuzzled 2016 have been past,
But my memories and data will forever last
I have been lost around the convention and nearly cried,
I have been helped by friendly strangers to my side
Seen many people great and small,
From canines, felines to mice's crawl
I have experienced Many from Body & Mind,
From Public kissing to Drink Buddy Kind
I have Seen many things that is odd and unusual,
From Exotic Games to erotic arousal
I met many furs from different gender likes
From Straight, gays and bisexual delights.
My Time in Confuzzled 2016 have been past,
But my memories and data will forever last.