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Digital Artist | Registered: Jun 17, 2006 05:04
[Artist]: 'Nik'
[Gender]: Male
[Status]: Straight
[Main Character]: 'Blak' the dragon
[Drawing since]: 2004
[Tool of trade]: Wacom Tablet Intous series 4
[Canvas of Choice]: OpenCanvas 1.1b72 & OpenCanvas 4.5plus
[Location]: Australia
[Commission Status]: Unavailable
[Info]:
I'll try to keep to myself when it comes to interaction, I have anti-social behaviors, but I try to get to know people better and also make audio conversations to better understand my friends and their feelings as I've made many mistakes along the way when I first became involved in online communication. Many artists know me already and all have a story to say about me, my unstable personality makes me sometimes act in a calm rational manner or sometimes a wild energetic fool either way I tend to think and act in 'alternative' means to conversation. Most would be confused or misunderstand my intentions at times, when I mean no harm or ill intent. But still my condition pays the price as I've lost many valued friends, Do not mistake me for normal, I only try and 'act' as normal. I only wish to draw, for myself, but sometimes to others as well, to appeal to a certain interest, or just to cheer them up to the best of my ability than what I could with words.
Artistic wise I've been drawing for a while, though somewhat still new to mastering some of the familiar things i draw. Mostly i keep it to a few known favorites such as reptiles, cute loveable dragons, weapons and military gear and other stuff which entertains the people which you'll find here in this archive that i use for the 'alternative' stuff time to time. Also regarding favorites and comments, I'm not exactly one to comment all the time, so if you really like my comment/critic on a particular piece of work, then ask me via note and I'll do so. As for favorites, I pick out something I like, from a artist's work. Not that I do that much, but it's nothing to complain about. 'Nuff said.
So take a look around and see what you fancy. Alternative is a creative front.
[Gender]: Male
[Status]: Straight
[Main Character]: 'Blak' the dragon
[Drawing since]: 2004
[Tool of trade]: Wacom Tablet Intous series 4
[Canvas of Choice]: OpenCanvas 1.1b72 & OpenCanvas 4.5plus
[Location]: Australia
[Commission Status]: Unavailable
[Info]:
I'll try to keep to myself when it comes to interaction, I have anti-social behaviors, but I try to get to know people better and also make audio conversations to better understand my friends and their feelings as I've made many mistakes along the way when I first became involved in online communication. Many artists know me already and all have a story to say about me, my unstable personality makes me sometimes act in a calm rational manner or sometimes a wild energetic fool either way I tend to think and act in 'alternative' means to conversation. Most would be confused or misunderstand my intentions at times, when I mean no harm or ill intent. But still my condition pays the price as I've lost many valued friends, Do not mistake me for normal, I only try and 'act' as normal. I only wish to draw, for myself, but sometimes to others as well, to appeal to a certain interest, or just to cheer them up to the best of my ability than what I could with words.
Artistic wise I've been drawing for a while, though somewhat still new to mastering some of the familiar things i draw. Mostly i keep it to a few known favorites such as reptiles, cute loveable dragons, weapons and military gear and other stuff which entertains the people which you'll find here in this archive that i use for the 'alternative' stuff time to time. Also regarding favorites and comments, I'm not exactly one to comment all the time, so if you really like my comment/critic on a particular piece of work, then ask me via note and I'll do so. As for favorites, I pick out something I like, from a artist's work. Not that I do that much, but it's nothing to complain about. 'Nuff said.
So take a look around and see what you fancy. Alternative is a creative front.
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Journal Log #28
a year agoEssentially like before, it's nullified any emotional stimulus both good and bad. Meaning I cannot fell any significant responses of happiness, sadness, anger and other types. Something similar to a symptom of Anhedonic, but much worse. Meaning it's difficult to even be motivated or keep creative in a sense that there's no usual enjoyment I get even when collaborating with others. It's hard to say if the condition has become less or showing any signs of passing on like it has before. Due to this I finally got a medical CRT scan for my head hoping to find some answers. At least some good news was that when the Doc received the scans later on, reported nothing physically wrong with my brain. Meaning it's something of a bio-chemical / mental state.
I'll probably post a update later on in the year to let you know how things go, since I'm still in the process of going into the second phase of tackling this problem, now that I know it's not some physical damage responsible for this. Meaning more medical tests through blood analysis and medicine to see if there's a way I can be rid of this damn mess that's put me out of a drawing mood for nearly 8 months now ...
Sooner it's gone, the sooner I can get back to enjoy drawing and feeling like my old self.
Take care.
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Dragon & Human Boy
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Rock - Techno - Electronic
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The Thing
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Half-life Series
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Xbox One
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Reptiles
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Mc donalds
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'Be cautious and wise'
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