ive been doing a lot of soul searching and critical thought lately and i've come to the conclusion that i dont care about Problematic Art. i used to be the "NO FERAL NO DUBCON NO ANYTHING YOU FREAKS!!!!" disclaimer in bio kind of person. but no. its just a drawing. just a story. just a roleplay. ive been on a journey exploring myself and new kinks irl with new people. part of my journey has been having weird fantasies, even discussing them, and by discussing them... i realized nothing has happened. i've felt no impulse to pursue anything in real life.

in fact, thinking of doing the real life version makes me disgusted, even after sexualizing a fictional version? it is basic logic to assume most everyone else feels the same way.

i guess you could go "what about if they actually Do want to? what if looking at fiction enables some people and they slippery slope into doing the real thing?" but then i could go "what if they don't?" and i mean, *i* don't. so why am i being held responsible for that. plenty of sfw furs have also done shit things in real life. blame the perpetuator, not their community?

i dont know. i guess i'm announcing this as an official redaction of past statements. im sorry. people who draw "problematic" stuff are more self aware than the rest of us. i would love to shift from a hater to a person that is safe to be authentic and vulnerable around. things that repulse me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine. things that excite me but stay as a fictional scenario are fine.

if this alarms you, if you were comfortable, i'd rather talk it out than be blocked and seen as a horrid person... my discord is arnanak ... maybe. or you can block me and think of me as horrible. i think that's ok. i dont think im afraid of you anymore.

7/30/2025 edit: now that ive fallen out of closeness with several people, i can also confess ive been holding myself back out of fear of cancellation by proxy. ive already had my friends confronted for my behavior in the past, acting as though they were my caretakers. but now that i do not talk to these people any longer and have no public links to them either, i feel a lot safer being me without worrying about dragging my friends down. because i dont care if i get cancelled. this website is nothing to me. but for my friends that had meant losing their income and business. its a cruel peer-police state out here.