I'm just writing this out to relax and let those that care on here what's going on with my life.

Just on March 10th of 2015 I had to deal with my first major loss of my life. This would be of my grandmother. She was a strong willed and caring woman who was basically a second mother to me. She was also one of my main role models in my life. I've been dealing with the loss by relaxing at home and just letting myself come to terms of what it means. I know holidays will never be the same as I'm sure she's one of the main reasons we ever came together. So I may not have many trips back home unless to visit family(mother) or friends. I also finally feel a bit like myself again after these several days I've been just struggling on my own. To the friends I let in thank you for being there. To the ones I didn't tell until now, it's not that I didn't want your help or support it's just I know you're normally busy and didn't feel right taking that from you. I will be trying to go to more fur cons and PS when I can cause I do miss my friends.

Thanks for hearing my lil rant and letting me get this out.

-Chance