It was 26/ 04/2026 at 10:44 PM on my end when writing this down.

I don't enjoy making these Journal talking about what's going on with my life behind the sheens of this pages.
Do note that I'm doing ok at best. mostly still upset but ok at best.

I want to just talk a bit before I get into what is going on with this page in the long run.

Warning: My Grammar is not the best, so sorry in advance if you got lost on any words you read today!

Do note: I DON'T Want ANY of you to go out your way to bug, harass or make fun of anyone that is brot up in this Journal.

What I'm about to talk about has to do with one of my characters. a bud that didn't know any better, and a X friend that blown up to many times over rp's!


So A long time ago, some of you may know that I started a story on my page called Smash City. way back in the day before I dropped it cause I didn't know where to go with it at the time. so I put it on the shelf and just called it a day.

Faster foreword said years later A user by the name of bigbullybiggs (or Big's/Biggs for short) feel in love with my wolf OC Doyo, like love at first sight type of thing. from there he wanted to see more of her. over looking that I don't find her fun to draw, as I find her annoying to draw just right. but funny enough, Doyo was made for another story that I can't remember the name of. but she was dropped from that story as the maker of the story didn't see her as needed for that story. however Big seen it as a way to get not just here into a story but also his character/his self insert into the story as well. something I was not 100% ok with at the time. but he told me that everything was going to be ok. And so work soon started, Doyo was not added to this story until much latter on in a nother retelling.

Long story short. it did not. leading up to Him taking over creative freedom over the story, as away to write his character/ him self out. needless to say. it didn't look good, with the character thinking out loud so everyone can hear. witch sounds like a small thing. if it wasn't Every Single Time he did that in the small reboot. The story soon came to an end after the last page. was added. and bigbullybiggs leaving off on some word that I'm not going to repeat. but all tied to a story burning cause a user can't get what he wanted. he did come back to laugh it off as a way to make a joke about what he said that day. But I'm not laughing and his character is still band from the story of Smash City as a hole.

something till this day he wish he didn't let his emotions get the best of him action that day and said what he said that day.

Faster foreword to late 2010 and into early 2020. another user by the name or mightytigergirl who was ones known as werewolf-belly who was also known as m-man-werewolf. gone out of his way to get into contact with me about the character Doyo and a Old RP server of Smash City RP I was running at the time. where anything that happens in the rp will happen in the world it self. that listened for lass then one minute, as there was buds in the server that was just taking the piss out of what I wanted to put down. witch lead up to one of my bud leaving that room do to him having beef with another player at the time. this being mightytigergirl at the time, who was not trying to bug people but his characters tend to come off as one thing, when he said there not.

But after my bud toke his leave I just shout down the room. as I felt like a bad host at the time. but then mightytigergirl came along to asks if we can continue playing that long sense drop rp. as away to write out his character Hipen Hulkston at the time. I didn't see anything wrong with it at time time so I said ok to it. Through out the RP and what is online about Hipen Hulkston are TWO different Hipen Hulkston. mostly do to mightytigergirl seeing something cool from some one else and then adding that to his oc's not thinking much of it. witch ended up in a lot of Rage text back and forth. with me trying to make sense of it all, and mightytigergirl rolling with rule of cool they can just do that. as the years gone on, and I got older I got to know bit by bit about the man. what he likes, dislikes, loves and hate. going out of his way fond over Doyo. this got to that point where got me to restart Smash City again. so if it was not for mightytigergirl love for a only character on my page. Smash City would still be what bigbullybiggs along time ago.

But as time gone on. and the back and forth with me and mightytigergirl got worse over time. I hade my braking point and blocked him.

With him bring bring up how he was trying to make the rp better how I was not giving him a chance to cook a great rp. going as fare as to talk down to me like a 4 year old kid.

something he tense to do when he is worded up over the small's of things to come. a way to justified his out burst on what he thinks some one is in the wrong will not leasing to anyone on what is going on.

Texting like there is no tomorrow and over looking what one can say to him.
He only gets like this do to his PDSD over things that happen in his life.
Things that WE ALL GO THROUGH. Not just Him.

And not to sound like I'm just talking just to talk about things that just happen, things that already happen.

All this started over travel time in a rp with one of his new character and my red cow character. my red cow girl that was not made for rp's but he still wanted to run with it. to make a long story short, she was walking on foot and my character was in a doom buggy. both of them was 30 days away from one and other. almost a month, mightytigergirl didn't understand and stated to get works up. bring up things that have nothing to do with travel time. and I was done going into details on why that can and can't work for him to under stand.

Why didn't you call and talk things out. I would say I did try and do that but mightytigergirl also has PDSD of getting into calls and talking things out. turns out he only been in one call with a bud of mine in the past before he got in contact with me witch ended badly. so I tried to help him get over his fear of getting into calls. witch didn't work as he still would rather text then do get into a call and talk things out.

I will point out after he talked down to me one last time like a 4 year old kid. I did lose it and tried to call him to tell him off 4 time. He used that time to lightly tell me off that it's late and he's heading to sleep. something he only dose when he's mad at someone as a way to tell them. "I'm done with you, leave me alone." So I put it done in text. as that was the last time I'm putting up with him doing this.

Do note: mightytigergirl told me to tell him if I'm having a bad day. as to not keep to my self and to let him know how I'm feeling like a good friend. mostly not to let said emotion get in the way of the rp, but he will never do the same until he's called out for his behavior.

As of right now. I don't know what's he's up to, I don't know what he's doing. the only thing I know is that he's mad at me for a lot of things that has nothing to do with travel time in a rp!

I will put an update on this journal if said party's go out of there way to talk to me on this!

anyways that's all I wanted to share. sorry if this came out of know where from me!
As of right now. I'm ok, still mad at mightytigergirl but ok nun the less.

alright have a good one!