Had the urge to delete my submissions from deviant art. Don't worry I still have copies saved on my computer, but other than that just didn't feel like keeping them on here (or at deviant art either).

I'm just sick of this hurt puppy dog feeling I get when I try to show my art: wanting recognition, wanting people to accept me and my art, wah wah wah....

To those that lived the art I posted, thanks for liking them I guess, it's hard to tell what you people even think of my art (since there seemed to be only two people who favorited my stuff, and only one sent me a message in addition to that) since I can't see your faces or even know who you are in real life.....

In any case, I'm keeping my account but not posting my art anymore because I don't feel any sense of accomplishment from it (especially when I only get two people who like 1 out of 3 things I posted and leave me feeling like I'm sitting down with my thumb up my ass waiting for more. I'm an artist damnit, waiting for people to appreciate my stuff isn't gonna get me anywhere. Besides, I got other stuff in my life to think about then trying to win imaginary online fans to get a lukewarm feeling of satisfaction, just to boost what little motivation and self esteem I have for myself.

Whatever, for the ones who may or may not have liked my art, if you want to send me hatemail or whatever to explain how I'm being a whiny bitch, go ahead, wether or not I listen or care is another story.