Setting the drama aside I want to announce that I won't be attending Manitoba furrymeets very often.
I reffer to it as a temporarly leave of abscense.

Things have been pretty dystopian rather than docile, easy going and relaxed.
All I can say is I have been feeling rather lonesome and unwanted at meets. Not interactive wise but every time I attend the meets I feel emtpy.
I'm well at that age where I should be going out to meet people and having the time of my life.
Inotherwords my dating life has been rather shallow .
Metaphorically it's like opening a cookie jar and finding out all the cookies have been picked at and eaten.

I had good times but watching acts of PDA(public display affectionism) , groping and cuddles with some members leaves me very queasy and well....adds to my desperation to find a significant other.

The only thing keeping me in line are my studies but when i need a break, that break in turn comes to bite me from behind.

I'm not trying to potray myself as crazy but I.m taking a temporary leave of absense to control my sexual inhibitions and allow myself to redirect that stuff to something more positive and enlightning.
(Im sorry Jason but I don't want my other half getting the best of me. It isn't hard to take notice how much gay yiff I've favourited its currently at 44, 753 and for that matter how many times I've beaten my stick so to speak to the point of exhaustion and this is coming from a fox)