public hand update

my hands have been in a lot pain in a way that makes typing, drawing, or lifting most anything extremely difficult / painful. i can not carry more than a few pounds and my hands have been turning red/white in situations that require me to use them.

i suspect i may have carpal tunnel. i'll be going to a doctor's as soon as i can to help treat it. :0[ drawing will be sparse until i can hold a pen/pencil without risk of injury/feeling like i'm shooting electricity from my fingertips

i'd like to apologize for the sudden drop off in posting
i won't let this be the end of art for me, and i do think every day it's been hurting a little less.
will have my husband type out update posts for me if it worsens, but i'd like to believe the measures i've been taking since this wrist ache started evolving will continue to lend to healing, since as of now i can at leasst type for short periods again.

i well and truly don't want to keep asking for help, but as a freelancer i have no sick time and i've already been paycheck-to-paycheck for awhile now

account.venmo.com/u/cowdragons
www.paypal.com/paypalme/ugl...
https://ko-fi.com/warmfuzzyanimal

thank you all for your understanding and patience.