I think that i have been kidding myself, I joined this community after i found i liked fur suits, (still don't have one, but got every thing but the skill to put it together.) i liked the being someone and something else, I loved the ideas... but now as i enter the gray muzzle age, i realize i never truly found a place where i could be happy with someone, I am almost always alone, in 2021 i had a brush with death and ended up in the hospital, had a major surgery and almost died on the table, i turn 40 this nov. and i am tired of being alone, all of my friends that i hang out with are 50 plus, an i know i will live to see them pass.

I am making a resolution to myself to try and make friends my age, to actually find someone i can share my life with, the realization of I almost died, has kinda set me on edge, the depression of not having a partner has taken its toll, i am such an introvert its hard to go out, I don't drink often, i don't smoke because i am allergic to tobacco and weed, i dislike needles to almost a phobic level, so no tattoos, and i know i have trust issues thanks to years as a security guard.

but i think its time i put my Coyote to bed, after years of working on his story, my characters and fursonas are going into the file of stuff to play with later, I need to figure myself out right now and get my ass in gear, Thank you to all that watched me, I will be back and I will never forget the enjoyment i found in the community.

P.S. I will still check on my account, it will just be less often, so if you leave me a note, i might be slow to reply.