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Tomorrow. I leave tomorrow. By greyhound bus at 8 am.

It's an exciting and thrilling experience. It is a wonderful opportunity that I actually get to take part in. I'm ecstatic.

I am also terrified. I know that it is a completely normal experience. But, it is scary for me. I have never done anything like this. I have never been completely on my own.

A part of me doubts that I can do this. A part of me wants to act like a 5 year old who needs her mommy so I can stay at home. A part of me seems to continuously make up excuses to avoid leaving.

A larger part of me is staying strong. That part of me know that I am doubting myself and I can do it. I have been through a lot and I survived. I will go to Job Corps and I will make the absolute best out of it. I will get certified in the trade(s) I choose and I will go off to college. I will become successful and important. I will make a great life for myself.

This will be an important and exhilarating experience. I have a ton of people supporting me and I know that they will continue to do so. I know that when I have my bad days that I'm not going to want to get out of bed. I'm going to want to throw in the towel and give up on everything I am working towards. I also know that I will put on my big girl pants and get up and go on.

I will be great. This will be a fantastic experience. And, I will return an even better person. ♥

Thank you to all the wonderful people who have supported me and will continue to. ♥ ♥