I'm just doing this to vent out my emotions that I've kept bottled up for far too long now. This is a song for all the people that I cared for, protected and treated with respect and affection only to be let down and discarded in the end. Y'all will know who you are. I always was there for you to provide you comfort, defended you against people attacking you and publicly calling you out even if I was wrong about the situation entirely and I did all of this for you to toss me away like I was nothing. It has brought me clarity. Clarity that people attacking you, you being exiled from an entire fandom and ending on an artist blacklist page among many other things... You deserved it. All of it.

"I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all
Your only drug will let you down
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away
When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the art of breaking
I think I might just lose my mind
If I have to watch this one more time
I can't explain how many times I've
Stayed for you when you were on my mind
No one ever said that it was easy
So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding
I never would of thought that things could
Go this far, but please believe me
I'll pick you up, won't let you fall
I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all
Your only drug will let you down
I'm through now, so take me and blow me away
When I feel numb I'll let you know
I won't become what I was before
You cannot kill what's not your creation
This is the art of breaking
Are you gonna run away and leave me here alone?
Are you gonna run away and leave me here?"

(Song is Art of Breaking by Thousand Foot Krutch)

Edit: Reconciliations have been made with certain people.