Happy Fury day everyone today on the 16.1.2017. I been throw lot this year and the end of last year. I just wanted to say thanks to all that have put up with me and those who have supported me. I been messed up on the new meds that I have been put on by Dr R Drake and my GP at Waterview health Centre. I just wanted to thanks everyone for their time and understanding I this horrid time. I hope it will pass soon. I want to apologies to those I have affected over the recent weeks. For not being with it and been extra low as well as super slow. I will hopefully make a full recovery and get back to everyone soon.


On a more person note I hope your all had a nice Christmas and happy New Year too all. I am sad to say I missed some of your birthdays and i been dealing with a second case of cancer that has come back with in 3 to 5 years since my last case. This afternoon I been back to the Tyne and Wear cancer department it was very early stages of breast cancer about 0.9mm wide and 0.7mms with. In my chest, when it was removed I been back to see Dr R Drake this morning. The doctor R Drake was more than happy to say it has been more of a speedy recovery then we could have hoped for. Not too sure what he meant by that, so I ask what do you mean. You were expecting to be dead this month or year I slighty joked. No relied.

But I did say two things. First was you’re a Drake like in Aliens but you died. He said you’re a big alien fan. I said I am huge alien buff. He laughs then he said. But Hudson also dies in Aliens and Predator 2 and I joke but so does Drakes lass in Aliens. But she did not die in Predator 2. But I said the Ranger was not his girlfriend or partner but she did grab his man hood. I also added. Bit down now. Danny boy also dies in Predator 2. Then reminding me of Friday night and I started to tell him about the issue that night that took place.

So I informed him about the meds that might have brought up the second issue.

But I informed him of the situation that happened on Friday regarding the meds. That I am on. I do think it was totally my fault this happened. I do think my pc some how did this to my friends. It was meant to be a good night for me. I was up and up bet. I won a raffle and it was great, but about 90 mins before I was given my new horrid f___ing meds for my mood as well as sleep and steroids and quorzac and many others. But somehow I was all ok at first. But my pc did something terrible. I have removed all people names from this situation due to I did not want to cause them any more issues that ill have already done.

I do think it was my end I can only be held for account. Not any one else to blame. I think somehow my pc. Logged on to bursting the nut which is a song that got me quite upset and I think somehow it also played something that I won’t repeat ending my life and I heard it say my real name,. i heard my name and one song saying I am a C word as well as other things I was but i think it was my end. I can only say. I am really really sorry that I got that truly up set myself and others and I still upset with myself to this point which is why I am wrighting this. To any one involved. And to those I up set you and others. I don't blame you for hating me. I am just upset with the new meds. And I am going back into the hospital on the 16. I don’t want to get into detail as you don’t want to know. I am sorry to those involved and I. gives my total apologies to any one I affected in this horrid situation that I caused.
When I won the picture it was based on Abie the alien collar, her Tumblr is here. http://abialien.tumblr.com/
But I somehow i upset the artiest and her followers. I don’t know if it was what I said or acting or just getting on there nerves I want to make it right. Please let me know. I like to learn from my errors and correct them soon as I am I am able to put them into motion.
I did upset some and possible to many to fix but I will try. And I do think the picture is partly to blame I did give them apologies almost straight away but I ask for the alien to have a collar like a pet or Abi the alien the live xeno and I wanted my to have a similar a collar as hers which I think it so awesome and epic. :http://abialien.tumblr.com/


I did give my apologies to the people regarding this issue
i think it was my end. I think somehow my pc. Logged on to bursting the nut or something. I did at first think it was there end. But when the stream ended the similar music was on in the back ground with the same songs like I heard my name and one song saying i am a C word and I was other things. but I think it was my end. I can only say. I am really really sorry for what I have done. And I am just as much upset with my actions as I could be right now. that i upset so many people once again. I hope you can forgive me and I really don't blame you for hating me and my slow drugged brain. I am just upset with the new meds. and going back in hospital today and it turned out fine. on the 16. I don’t want to go into detail as you don’t want to know unless you want too then I am happy to tell what you like to know. again I give my total my apologies any one,

How it is not the first time I been banned for my actions. For at least two people I can’t say how sorry I am to them for my actions over the years. But you got to firm but at the same time be clear and straight to the point and be cruel but at the same time be understanding with me. I do my best to comply when coming from care back ground. From the services of http://www.espa.org.uk/
They have been truly amazing to me since I just got over my second cancer opp they been wonderful to help me deal with my new meds which are very much messing up my mind and i am disabled and special need. all the best sorry to the people that I have affected over the years. For
~CRYSALIA
I have been enjoying her wonderful master pieces and loving her work since she came on, but when they used to post three free spots. I assumed they were for free not for a fee. I just to send notes saying do you have to pay or are they free to take. Or are they free for friendly only. Because I asked this question number of times she finely blocked me. I can only apologies for my actions.
~ Nakoo
And for Nakoo I can only say how sorry I am. I was much younger when I came on fa. And I was silly and unkind and not to understanding of feelings or how my comments came across. I don’t comment now due to it always comes out wrong, when you have learning issues and special needs as well as medical problems life is not easy and I just was not giving anyone the most pleasure apart from greiveth. I can only say I bee sorry as long as I can remember for what I did wrong. And in my earlier years I acting way below my age. And I am sorry for any harm I did wrong.


Today I was hoping there be no signs of it back. but I still can’t believe it has come back after 2013 after my metal break down that but me In to the NHS but thanks to espa.org.uk I can have a bit of up bet life even if I am stuck in the house but all you guys that watch me and fav and comment I talk to on a weekly basis. I can happy to say I hope your all well. i wish you all the best for 2017 and beyond. I look forward to chatting up with you all. I hope you have a nice evening all the best

I am truly sorry that I miss some of your birthdays so far i want to say this from my heart, happy birthday I hope you get everything you want and would like. I hope your well. I hope your friends and family will remember this very special day of your birth. I hope your all in good health and in awesome shape and in high spirits. I wish you a joyful day and I hope your day goes well and enjoy it to the full max. I look forward to hearing all about it soon. I hope your well too.,
ps. All so have a nice weekend and a nice day and relaxing evening I hope your Christmas went well as well as it could go I hope you enjoyed 2016 i wish you a awesome Happy new year. To you all I wish you all the best for and all of 17 and beyond I wish you the best for the future have a nice winter too. and I hope you did enjoyed your Halloween if your into that sort of thing I am totally in lol I hope you had a nice valentines and I hope the family is well. Did you have a nice Easter too, and a nice summer as well as a good fall. I hope you have a awesome 2017 and great day. I hope to be out soon. but it worries me for going under the knife but it has got to be done, I wish each one of you a very happy Christmas and very happy new year, I look forward to talking and faving your art, I always look forward to it all the best and high regards, Bye for now from DANIEL

ps. the dr R drake also said as i left are you a bit alien fan of alien 3 i said yes. he said happy fury day. not advisal but still yes 16.1 2017. but i said i was always after a quode alien suit from alien 3. he said that be so cool, you should make one. i said if i had the health and money i would. i told hom about Abi wanted to make on. he said he look into it. have a nice day danny