Hello hello ^.=.^
I don’t know if people really read my journals, but I still want to give some news or write stuff about some subjects. It's going to be a big one this time.
Looks like I still follow the “I will wait 2 years for a new journal” haha XD

-So, what’s new?-
Not much has really changed in general. Still working at my IT/Programmer job, being in a routine and all. Playing games, watching movies, the usual stuff you could say. Still I’m kinda getting fat, working in an office, not exercising, mostly eating fast food at work because I don’t take the time to prepare something before, doesn't help for my weight and health…I should at least start taking long walks at night or do something that is good for cardio. I really want to return to at least a medium shape. Just need to find a good way to kick my butt to do it. :/

Still, one big thing that changed is that, a few months ago, I finally received something I had been dreaming about for a long time : a new electric car (a Hyundai IONIQ 5 for people who want to know), which I had waited 2 full years to finally get my hands on. (Wait times were very long)

Also, I turned 33 yo this 1st July. Thanks to the ones that have thought about it and contacted me, it made my day! :D

-So what about now?-
As I said, getting an electric car was a dream I had for a long time, but now that I have it…I kinda feel empty…in a way that I feel I don’t have a goal. I still want to work on personal projects but with my work taking a lot of time, I’m most of the time tired and end my days by playing video games alone or with friends, having little motivation to work on projects that look like my job. I tried to fix this with a “this X day I will do this every week” but it didn’t really work.

I went to the Comic-Con Montreal a few days ago, it’s not a furry convention but I missed going to a con. Seeing the few furries that were there made me want to “dust off” my fursuit. Maybe I will bring my fursuit head in August for the Otakuthon Montreal convention if I go there.

-The fandom-
I still love looking at stuff in the fandom, I’m still getting commissions when I can but I want to be more “active” in the fandom. What I mean by this is being active in telegram channels, discord servers or websites. I mostly only stay like a “lurker” and I start to hate this.
Still, I will do my best to be (or try to be) more active on Twitter (not the best place I know), FA and Telegram channels for now.

-Feeling down?-
In general I’m fine, I just have some moments of feeling lonely sometimes, missing having time to talk to people in the fandom, going to furry conventions, etc.
The furry fandom is the circle of my life that has become really thin in the last years but I know I have also isolated myself, mainly to spend time with my local friends that sadly are not into furry stuff.
So, as you can see this is something I really want to work on, returning to be active in the fandom. There is really a part of me that wants to enjoy the good side of talking about stuff you like in it without being judged and all. But, I will not return to RP, for the only reason that it takes a lot of time and I don’t want to spend it on general “quick getting off” sessions…

I also hope to go back to a big furry convention one day, maybe one in Canada first or maybe one in the USA like Anthrocon.

-Darix update? [Contain NSFW news] -
I’m looking to get a new ref sheet for Darix soon, I still don’t know if some details of his design will change. Making him less muscular? Maybe with a small belly now? Making him look older? I'm still thinking. This is also why I was less picky in enforcing his general design when I was getting new art of him. I wanted to see “new versions” of him.

Of course you may have noticed that in the recent commissions his midsection has become humanoid and uncut and this is something that will change, I kinda like him a lot like that. Kinda also a follow up to the potion he has been trying a lot! (But he can change back to his original style when he wants it now ;) )

Also I’m thinking of making him a “service top”. I kinda love this now and even if Darix is not hung (usually and with the exception of his balls), because I see that a lot of service top are hung, I think I would not mind seeing him like that…maybe I will get a piece of him holding a service top “vest” in his hand, thinking to himself if he his worthy to wear one. XD
Oh and don’t worry, Darix's feet won’t ever change and I will still get foot-related stuff…it’s his best asset after all! ;)

-3D Darix?-
Finally, I’m starting to look to get a 3D model of Darix at the end of this year or next year. I would love to be able to go into VRChat as him but also to get him rendered with other characters :)
If you know (or are) a good 3D modeler/artist that makes : 1-Good looking feet, 2-Animated foreskin and 3-Detailed style, write in the comments or send me a PM :)

So that’s it for the news. If there is something you wanna want to talk about or ask just comment, I will answer almost everything in this journal :) I really want to talk a bit X3 See ya!