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My little Pinkie ch1
13 years ago
My little Pinkie: A Fan fiction
Chapter 1 ~ Another boring day
My life is like all the other mindless zombies who are cursed to live a pre-set life. wandering from place to place hoping to make a living to survive the dead brain thats created from following the same routine over and over again. Its gotten better as i grew up from going to a brain dead school with lifeless children going from place to place only to listen to false truth from so called "teachers". Being a working member of this dead town makes those days seem far away, and im glad that its like that so i dont remember how silly i was.
Now I have a new routine that makes me less of a zombie.... Wake up, work, walk home, free time. My work made me feel worth something in this world, trying my hardest everyday to feel great and useful, but it could never feel this empty-ness inside me ever since ive been on my own with my parents being divorced and moving apart not only from each other, but from me as well when my mother realized i was doing well enough to not need her anymore, and ever since then they've been gone from my life since i was 18. I'm 24 now, doing well with the routine i so loved or.... at least pretened to love i guess.
Day by day I do the same thing and i feel like going insane sometimes making myself feel like something so i dont go crazy over this dead life im living. Waking up so i could work, working so i can leave, leave so i can walk home, be home so i can make myself feel happy with some games or watch My little pony Friendship is magic on TV. The show gives me great joy to watch something so happy and cheerful which infects me so much.... oh how i wish this were real then maybe my life would be more exciting other than this dead town, this boring routine, this decaying life of mine. Sure id have the rare instance of meeting a childhood friend who seemed to be like me as in not being so dead inside and trying to find purpose in life to be happy. Also seeing my co workers who wernt as alive as my friends were, but its something.
Everytime i watch those ponies have so much fun i cant help but reach out to the TV screen so maybe just maybe i would go through and be with them, but more importantly pinkie pie who i loved the most out of all the ponies in the show with her crazy antics, non-stop partying, cupcakes, and..... breaking the fourth wall which only made me dream more of ethier me or them coming through in the world.
After a day of work i slowly walk back to my home, nothing special, just a home with a bathroom, 2 rooms, kitchen, and an attic which i never go up in due to the major creeps it gives me and..... how my dad always went up there to store his special things in his life.
*sigh*
just more of a reason to stay out of there. Living alone has a toll on me, but my mom always said i was a trooper and i have been with living on my own for so long its all natural for me to be tough and make life my lap dog to control.... oh how i wish... how i wish something special could happen in which i could be extra happy like everypony in this wonderful show i loved so much.
*sigh...*
just something my hopes have also given up on as with every TV show i watch and wish i could be in that kind of life. *chuckle*
It was night time before i knew it with all my thoughts about being in a different life the time flew so i got ready for bed along with grabbing my favorite plushie, it was pink and smelled like sweets, yes, a Pinkie pie Plush toy for my own keeping to make me safe in bed.
I had that thing as if the plush was my own child making sure she was alright and untouched so she would be safe as that was my false sense of actually having my dream come true and be with the ponies from my show, but sadly all i could do in my life is dream of such a wonderful life and cuddling my pinkie pie plush is sorta like my good luck charm to have more dreams of that life.
Good night pinkie pie! i told the stuffed doll as my eyes grew heavy and pinkie by my side filling me with happy thoughts. Maybe tomorrow will be the day... the day where it all happens and my life will not be so boring and dead. Was i dreaming or a murmur of a sentence before i knocked out for some sleep holding my plush close to me for the new day ahead of me.
End Chapter 1~
Chapter 1 ~ Another boring day
My life is like all the other mindless zombies who are cursed to live a pre-set life. wandering from place to place hoping to make a living to survive the dead brain thats created from following the same routine over and over again. Its gotten better as i grew up from going to a brain dead school with lifeless children going from place to place only to listen to false truth from so called "teachers". Being a working member of this dead town makes those days seem far away, and im glad that its like that so i dont remember how silly i was.
Now I have a new routine that makes me less of a zombie.... Wake up, work, walk home, free time. My work made me feel worth something in this world, trying my hardest everyday to feel great and useful, but it could never feel this empty-ness inside me ever since ive been on my own with my parents being divorced and moving apart not only from each other, but from me as well when my mother realized i was doing well enough to not need her anymore, and ever since then they've been gone from my life since i was 18. I'm 24 now, doing well with the routine i so loved or.... at least pretened to love i guess.
Day by day I do the same thing and i feel like going insane sometimes making myself feel like something so i dont go crazy over this dead life im living. Waking up so i could work, working so i can leave, leave so i can walk home, be home so i can make myself feel happy with some games or watch My little pony Friendship is magic on TV. The show gives me great joy to watch something so happy and cheerful which infects me so much.... oh how i wish this were real then maybe my life would be more exciting other than this dead town, this boring routine, this decaying life of mine. Sure id have the rare instance of meeting a childhood friend who seemed to be like me as in not being so dead inside and trying to find purpose in life to be happy. Also seeing my co workers who wernt as alive as my friends were, but its something.
Everytime i watch those ponies have so much fun i cant help but reach out to the TV screen so maybe just maybe i would go through and be with them, but more importantly pinkie pie who i loved the most out of all the ponies in the show with her crazy antics, non-stop partying, cupcakes, and..... breaking the fourth wall which only made me dream more of ethier me or them coming through in the world.
After a day of work i slowly walk back to my home, nothing special, just a home with a bathroom, 2 rooms, kitchen, and an attic which i never go up in due to the major creeps it gives me and..... how my dad always went up there to store his special things in his life.
*sigh*
just more of a reason to stay out of there. Living alone has a toll on me, but my mom always said i was a trooper and i have been with living on my own for so long its all natural for me to be tough and make life my lap dog to control.... oh how i wish... how i wish something special could happen in which i could be extra happy like everypony in this wonderful show i loved so much.
*sigh...*
just something my hopes have also given up on as with every TV show i watch and wish i could be in that kind of life. *chuckle*
It was night time before i knew it with all my thoughts about being in a different life the time flew so i got ready for bed along with grabbing my favorite plushie, it was pink and smelled like sweets, yes, a Pinkie pie Plush toy for my own keeping to make me safe in bed.
I had that thing as if the plush was my own child making sure she was alright and untouched so she would be safe as that was my false sense of actually having my dream come true and be with the ponies from my show, but sadly all i could do in my life is dream of such a wonderful life and cuddling my pinkie pie plush is sorta like my good luck charm to have more dreams of that life.
Good night pinkie pie! i told the stuffed doll as my eyes grew heavy and pinkie by my side filling me with happy thoughts. Maybe tomorrow will be the day... the day where it all happens and my life will not be so boring and dead. Was i dreaming or a murmur of a sentence before i knocked out for some sleep holding my plush close to me for the new day ahead of me.
End Chapter 1~
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