I'm so fucking sick of this world. This retched life.

Every day, its some stupid bullshit to deal with. It could be an overly stressful day of work. Could just be a lot of repressed pain you can't contain anymore. Your own family turned against you, putting you down whenever they can, despite doing all you can for them, and they know you won't ever leave them for it. Feeling alone, because the way your stupid brain works makes you believe you're not worth anyone's time.

Shit just mounts and mounts and mounts. There's never a time for rest. No time to recuperate, or heal. It keeps hitting you, and hitting you. Day in and day out.
Now you're older. And its the same cycle of bullshit every day. And now you're just so worn out. You feel the fight leaving your spirit with every day. It gets harder to bounce back.

Then you just run out of energy. You can't reach out anymore. You can't feel joy anymore. You don't want anymore. Everything is just noise.

I want off this fucking ride.