I feel things are kinda looking up for me.


This year has had some changes.
February the ex ended it and I didn’t stop him, I’d been feeling like this for a long long while but the aggro it would have caused to break up with him just was not worth it for me. I cried the day before he dumped me as I knew it was coming and then I had to deal without th the guilt that I felt so happy to be free. We hadn’t been a couple for such a long time.
I think the most couple thing we did was sit vaugly near each other.
He regretted it the next day and asked me back. I listed the reasons he gave me and that was that.

My con was good except for the thunder which I hate.

Was decideing to move and nearly put my notice in on my flat and then I got a letter for my therapy I’d been waiting over a year and a half for. I was over the moon. I hate feeling stagnant.
I would have loved to go private but I pay a fair bit of rent, council tax, bills, food and such so I don’t have much to use. If I want anything I have to scrimp and make cut backs on essentials as it is. I don’t know what my balance is and that’s kinda scary haha.

I’ve had a few other wonderful things come about too :)