So. With Art Fight in basically 8 days. I will be participating in this year as well, like I did last year. And I am joining Team Crystals (There was no hesitation for me, no thinking. I like crystals). I didn't get to do a lot of art last time since my motivation fell off in the middle of it because of how few attacks I received. So, I only got to do a few revenges. And a few attacks of my own, so here's to hoping there is more this time. Can we get a bigger number than me doing 8 attacks and getting 5 defenses. Can we get these numbers higher than last time? Maybe?? Hopefully???

Anyway. My stance on NSFW art... I'm getting there. Almost. Just prefer people to keep it to themselves. Being around a few friends who I know have NSFW art of their characters. And joke about things. Does help make my view shift. Not gonna be open about things that much. Especially not here. But I am starting to be fine with the possibility with suggestive art of some of my characters. Not all of them, but some. When I am fully fine with it, I would probably make an alt for that. Separate stuff from my main stuff because. I like drawing my usual stuff more than anything. At least I can go posting it in discord servers everywhere, unlike the other. So, I barely see much point in the other. Compared to what I already draw.

Also. I should mention life stuff too. I have a gaming pc! So, things in terms of gaming have improved. My laptop also had a storage, and ram upgrade, alongside the battery being replaced. And last month, had my bedroom redone. So, I have things more organized, and things are cleaner than ever. Though it was hellish for a while. Coughing like absolute HELL for a week and a half straight. But yeah. Things have gotten better for me. Though depression? Nah that still beats my ass. Probably got a tiny bit worse since the last 8 months. But as long as I have people to talk to (Though I want to also talk to new people, to yap about my story lore, and my terraria mod lore... I HAVE A MIGHT NEED FOR THE YAPPENING). I should remain stable enough mentally. Might have my moments of loneliness, and isolation. And just. Depressing thoughts but that is common for me. Just gotta push through no matter what. Because not doing so, lets it win. So, I am not going to let it win. I have shit I want to do, and so. I will do it.

Oh yeah also Deltarune. Experiencing that with a friend, made it so much more enjoyable and memorable. And I am SO GLAD, I recorded all of that (I have chapter 3 uploaded but that is unlisted on my youtube, for now. Until I get off my ass and put the 2 sessions of chapter 4 together and upload that as well). That was a ROLLERCOASTER of an experience. The funniest, and most hype shit I ever seen in a looooong time with games. But in terms of my projects? Uuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. We'll get there. Annihilation Mod will happen eventually.