My last journal was written 11 years. Sounds crazy.
That was my first EF and I was in high when I arrived home because I never thought it will happen with me. I watch the pohotos and I realised many furfriends are lost now. I dunno what happened we just went far and far from each other.

Like the community. 10 years ago the furry community was everything for me. And something changed. I worked a lot to bulid my life in the capital and the community started to moves away from me. Or I was who started to moves away I dunno. It just happened.

There was a point when I realised I have no connection to the fandom anymore. Whan can I do? There was a depressed point where I deleted everything from here. I'm really mad for it now, because I was the person who always was angry in the past when someone deleted arts from the FA just because the mood.

Two years ago we started to talk again with some of my old furfriends. They told me why I don't go to events, meets or just drink a beer sometimes. I was thinking a lot about this but I feared to restart to go to the community because everything was changed. The most of the members was foregin for me and everything was new for me. And I don't really liked my fursona anymore he was foregin too for me.

I started to thingking who I'm now. Who is my sona and I found him. And yes I found the way back to the community and I found many new friends. I found my place here again and it makes me happy.

Please welcome to the new Des!