oh gosh i hope nobody irl finds out about this—

this is kind of a secret thing, i'm definitely not open about what i enjoy and stuff. i'm too nervous and shy to request, commission or even comment anywhere. i'm truly the lurkiest of lurkers, but i'm nice i swear!

if you DO find this page somehow, hi! my online name is sonder! ...what else do i say... uhh... my favourite colour is like lavender but a bit more vibrant? mauve but a little bluer? i like to write original stories and songs but i'm not very good at it.

my main character (idk if it counts as a fursona since i don't wish to become this character irl, it's just an idealized self-insert version of myself) is an enby anthro nightingale named rowen with a flower crown of pink and lavender daisies, a cozy sleeveless wooly sweater with my shade-of-purple favourite colour and a floral white and mint green pattern throughout, a simple rattan basket/bag slung over the shoulder, and simple pastel blue jorts! can i draw that? haha. uh. i can't. at least, not well. i could LEARN but then i'd have to POST IT ONLINE, which i am TOO SCARED TO DO