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So as some may know ive recently started testosterone, and now im thinking of scheduling a consult for top surgery.

Ive known i was a boy since I was a little kid but didnt start socially transitioning until I was 12, and just a few days ago i started medically transitioning.

I have been wanting top surgery for as long as I can remember, im naturally heavy chested and thats played a huge role in my insecurities and social being.

The reason I have waited till now (19) is because of my fears, I have a paranoia disorder and one of my biggest fears is being aware while in surgery, I know its extremely unlikely especially now a days but I still am scared. I have never had surgery before in my life so its also a fear of the unknown.

But I need to get over this fear, I am gonna be calling around to try and set up a consultation, I need these gone and to finally be who I envision myself.

Any support will drastically help me, and any information and stuff from those who have had top surgery or breast reduction will help me a ton with soothing my dumb brain! Like logically I know I will be fine but that one part is like "nah, you are gonna be one of those rare cases"

Anywho...thanks for coming to my ted talk