Things have been getting abit better mood wise after my breakup (still friends with my ex.) and struggled with feelings of being unwanted, easily ignored, and that I had people talking behind my back for various reasons and the overall mood swings that made me feel miserable during the evenings.

Ended up upping my anti-depressant to deal with the mood swings and it has helped calm most of the things that have me feeling depressed. While I still occasionally deal with the feelings of loneliness, it doesn't affect me as much as it had in the past.


In addition to the upping of meds, i have been doing more creative stuff namely with Blender where I mess around and make 3D models of various things. Nothing too detailed and such, but it is still a fun way to pass the time and be somewhat more productive than simply playing video games all day. I got no plans on doing commissions and I don't think I will upload them on this account. Thought about dusting off my old Deviantart account that I had the unfinished series about the various alien races (where I overall want to just redo it as the approach Wasn't really to my liking. If I ever go back to doing it, it will be more informative and won't be told through an individual's perspective.) However, with how things are going over there I am hesitant to go back there with all the AI generated crap and whatnot. For now, I will just be homing in on my skills and find a possible new place to upload my worldbuilding ideas and concepts to a less horny place than this page.
If you know of any alternatives to DeviantArt do let me know!


Lastly, I am opening my Discord server to peeps if they want to talk or hang out with me or simply want to meet other people. Just tell me your FA page or if we had interacted in the past. https://discord.gg/XsEWk7gnEj