Ever want something specific but there is always an obstacle in the way of it, be it money, or finding the right person to do it, or putting it aside because ya see that some one really needs help right more than anything. I've come to terms that some commissions are just harder to get in a generalized sense though, like 3d model commissions, mostly due to high prices and no pay installment plans, but i can understand a persons' position in their reasoning as well. It's a complicated market, and while i would pay over 1000 dollars out of pocket immediately for a product i want, it's just not in the same ball park as paying a set amount until full payment is achieved, and the product is given. in the end i'm just ranting about me not getting what i want, but i also just have to accept it, besides, there are plenty of other artists i can show support to however i can, but i'll also try and work towards the point where i can get the things i think are great.