So, as the title suggests, i don't necessarily relate to my body. Not in terms of gender, i am very much cis, but every time I look down at my body, legs, arms, fingers, etc, it feels like there is a huge disconnect. Like my mind is not in the right body, or species ig.

I have my doubts, and here's where they come in.

So back in grade 12, i had gotten a pink, leather fake diamond studded snap on collar, with a D-ring, and bell. It was beautiful, but it felt kinda good, and bad. Same when i got my friends old tail. I wore it at school everyday, and it felt like I was okay, but i was always miserable. I identified as therian as well, because I did say back then that i would rather be a wolf. Although that felt factual at that time, i am not sure.

Recently, i have been getting this feeling that my body isn't matching my mind. That this body isn't who i am.

(I am a pup player, and i am a pup within that community for a bit of info. )

I want to know if you could provide some insight, or wisdom? It would be much appreciated