Lately I haven't been enjoying drawing as much as I used to, to a point where I even felt like dropping it altogether. You might have noticed these big gaps between pictures. This is also the reason why I experimented with other media, hence the 3D renderings that I've uploaded. I don't like where my style currently is and I personally think that it looks bland and boring. I do struggle with that and on top of that, it also feeds into my depression I'm currently fighting with, since I just don't know what to do with my life.

On the bright side though, I think I took a first step today towards changing something in my creative process. I'll upload the result shortly after this, just don't expect a masterpiece. In fact, this should kinda serve as a message that there might be some different looking stuff being uploaded in the near future, experiments so to speak. I've been looking at videos and stuff, in hopes to change my way of thinking, which is certainly something I do too much of when drawing. I also need to learn to accept imperfections, not everything has to be perfect. Other things are lighting and colors, which are severly underused by me.

The themes will stay the same though, it's not the content that is bothering me, it is the way I approach my art. I'd of course welcome feedback on how to deal with something like this, especially from other artists. I'm sure I'm not the only one who went through such a phase. Maybe someone who is reading this, is going through something similar with their art and might be looking for some pointers too. I wouldn't mind exchanging thoughts.

That's all for now. Thanks for reading, I hope you have a great day and stay safe.