This is wednesday my dudes

Hi guys. it's been a while from the last post here, so here we are.
Sorry for my bad eng heh.

I don't know how it went like that, but my mental health is totally fuked up. Now I have some self-harm issues, more panic attacks and other not good things. And I don't know what to do. Maybe I should left my job for rescue myself, for healling cuz now I have more new health issues not only mentally.

My friends told me to try taking more cmm and finally get some rest from job, but I'm not sure, that I can doing work for normal time. Like, I can't get up some times, can't just take my stuff and went for my shift. But I'm trying my best.

I remember about cmm for lanceness don't worry, but i understand that i have to take more and more commissions to be able to afford get medical help for me. And fead my kitty Fedya ofcourse. I have to give my rental part, but if i left job now i losse my coins what they call a work payment lol and then i can't to pay the rent. And ofcourse I lose afford to buy my antidepressants.

So, i dont know what to do.
If you wanna support me, you can buy a commission or just note me. Mental support is also very important for me now.
Thank you