There will be no new art for the foreseeable future, I am quitting.
This past year has been so beyond painful for me, people have been lying about me and spreading false rumors with evidence they fabricated and it has caused a lot of harm to my health and reputation, and I can’t take this abuse or harassment anymore. I’m quitting for the time being.
I’ve tried everything in my power to be a nice and approachable person and a friend but it’s been consistently met with such hostility for things I didn’t do. But it didn’t matter, my friendship didn’t amount to anything when it mattered. It should disturb anyone that someone’s entire life could be ruined because a single person can fabricate fake evidence against you.
I’ve been banned, exiled, targeted, harassed, and bullied this past year. I’m so tired of going to bed every night crying myself to sleep. I’m so tired feeling paranoid that everyone now hates me and that I’m doomed to lose the things close to me, and I’m tired of the basic fact that none of what was said against me is true, and how much damage it’s caused to my personal life. I’m done being treated like this. This has been hanging in the back of my head for the past few months and I’m just so exhausted by it, I need to talk about it.
This was how I had to spend my birthday, in this never ending state of constant sorrow, alone. Why did I deserve to be treated like this?